Forever Yours: A Sequel To One And Only

Part 9: Alone

Trigger Warning: Mention of self-harm

Roxy's P.O.V

I walk into school with my head bowed, I'm a lot  less confident in school when I'm not with Jade. She comes back tomorrow thank God,I make my way to my locker,I punch in my combo and open it up throwing my jacket inside,I look at myself in the mirror,my hair is brushed out and my makeup extenuates all my features perfectly,I smile at my reflection and close my locker door. I turn away from my locker and start to walk to my class, "Roxy" I turn around as I hear someone calling my name, I see Sasha walking towards me and I immediately turn around and keep walking "were you going? I just want to talk" she says loudly, I keep walking completely ignoring her, she continues following me I finally see my classroom but Sasha catches up to me before I can go in, she shoves me and pins me against a locker I grunt and try to push her off but her hold is strong "relax Roxy girl I just want to talk" I struggle against her grip and say "leave me alone I have nothing I want to say to you" she pouts and says "are you trying to hurt my feelings?" I ignore her and shove her away as hard as I can she lets go of me and steps back. I walk into my class and sit all the way in the back I sigh and run my hands through my hair, Sasha walks in moments later fuck I forgot she was in this class,she thankfully walks over to her boyfriend and sits beside him. The teacher walks in and says "good morning class, today we are going to do group work, so get into partners and then I will tell what the assignment is" I sigh and say "great,group work" I look around and see everyone going into groups fuck I think to myself who the hell is gonna be my partner,I see one of Sasha's friends without a partner,I gather my courage and walk up to her "um hey want to be partners?" I question she looks me up and down and says "yah I guess" I smile and we walk to the back of the class together. The teacher gos up to the front and says "okay so for your group work your going to write down on a piece of paper relationships that you cherish and relationships you do not or did not cherish and then discuss with your partner" I roll my eyes and turn to my partner "so I don't know your name but i'm Roxy" I smile and the girl scoffs and says "I know who you are, i'm Samantha" I smile and say "okay cool lets start, so how about we each make our own lists and then talk about them" she nods and grabs a paper and pencil,I do the same and start to write. After a couple of minutes I finish and I look up at Samantha who is also finished writing "so um do you wanna share first?" she nods and says "well for relationships I cherish I would say my relationship with my dad and with my boyfriend and my friends and for ones I don't cherish I would say my relationship with my mom and my big brother" I smile and say "that's a good list" she smiles and I say "okay my turn, um for relationships I cherish, my relationship with my moms and my relationship with my best friend Jade and for ones I do not cherish I would say it would be my relationship with my ex-girlfriend and yah that's it" Samantha scoffs and says "your talking about Sasha right?" I gulp and say "um yah" she rolls her eyes and says "wow" I furrow my brow and say "what?" she laughs and says "I just think that Sasha should have never gotten involved with you that's all" I go wide eyed but say nothing. The class eventually ends and I head to my next class.

End of the day

Roxys P.O.V

Class ends so I start to walk to my locker to grab my jacket,when I get to my locker I put my hand over my mouth,scrawled across my locker is the word FAG in big letters,tears start to fall from my eyes,I see Sasha and her friends walk down the hallway,I run up to Sasha and say "was it you?" she looks stunned and says "what?" "was it you?" I yell tears streaming down my face "did you write that on my locker" I yell pointing at my locker she looks at my locker and says "no Roxy I would never" I look over at Samantha who is standing beside Sasha with a big smirk on her face "it was you?" I say Samantha giggles and says "you have no proof bitch" I look at Sasha and say "I hope your happy" I then open my locker and grab my jacket,I slam my locker shut and run out of the school.

Sasha's P.O.V

I watch as Roxy runs out of the school in tears,I turn around to face Samantha "did you do this?" I question she smirks and says "yah and I'm proud of it" I walk right up to her and slap her in the face "what the hell Sasha I did that for you" she yells I scoff and say "no you never use that word in my name" she laughs and says "you have done way worse than this Sasha I'm not the bad guy here your the one that messed up that girls life not me I was  just helping my friend" she then walks away. Did I really ruin her life? Am I really the monster?

Roxys P.O.V

Trigger Warning if you are triggered by self harm skip this part I love you guys ❤❤

I make it home and thankfully no one is home, I make my way to the bathroom and find some razors, I head back to my room and sit on my bed tears streaming down my face. I roll my sleeve up and grab one of the razors I pull the razor across my skin
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I finish with six lines across my skin my arm bleeding, I stare at my arm and start to cry,why do I feel like this? why does she make me feel like this? And why the hell did I do this because of her? I lie down in my bed my face stained with tears I then grab my phone and plug my headphones in and blast my music until I fall asleep.

A pretty Sad chapter I know...

I just wanted to let you guys know that I care about you guys even if I don't know you personally I care. I really do and I know maybe its stupid for me to tell you this but its true and I hope if some of you are going through anything this will let you know that there is always someone that cares.

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Question: do you think Sasha will change ?