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This whole chapter is gonna be in Josh's view okie dokey

That day tyler was pronounced...
-flash back-
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry......I'm sorry"
I sobbed as I wrapped my arms around Tyler's limp body,
"He's. Dead....he's dead...he's  dead"
"NO HES NOT BRENDON WE NEED TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL NOW!"
I picked up Tyler's limp body bridal style and followed a trembling brendon as we walked out of the sad home and into his car,
I lay tyler in my Lap in the back seat as tears fell onto his cheeks,
"I'm so sorry tyler I never meant to hurt you...I've fucked up and I've fucked up bad.,.i love you so much please don't let go please.."
"Ok dun let's go we gotta go quick!"
I looked up from tyler soft pale face and nodded,
I was gonna save this small boys life if it was last thing I did
.
"Name? Number?" The desk lady asked boredly, tyler had been rushed back into the emergency room 15 min ago while I took in the duty of getting hep is information sent in.
"Uh..I'm sorry- Tyler Joseph, and (502)- xxx- xxxx"
She nodded and typed in the info she was just given, I watched as her old wrinkled hands danced across the keyboard in swift motions before she snapped me from my gaze.
"Ok well you can just take a seat while we wait for further instructions" I simply gave the surface a few taps in both an annoyed and eager way as I went to sit by brendon,
"Hi sorry I had to give her some in-"
"Why did you leave josh?" I gulped , I new questions were going to be asked so I just had to get through them...for tyler.
"What did you think that -that I wouldn't bring it up because I am...josh you left him alone,infact he had no one , I-if it wasn't for me he would probably be six feet underground!"
Tears welled up in my eyes,
"Brendon ....I....I loved him, I think it's best if at on other time you new the whole story and why I did this ...why I left, I-I I loved tyler with all my heart and I would've pushed every opportunity in the world to be with him it was just.....my dad he was-"
"Tyler Joseph?"
Me and brendon both sprung from our seats despite the previous intimate conversation,
"Yea.." I replied.
The docter gave us both a 'come with me' like gesture and we both followed,
"So it appears that tyler had taken a very high dosage of...prescribed medication, involving in possible death," my hert sunk to my knees,
"Luckily you guys brought him in I time before his stomach could fully digest the pills and we were able to pump his stomach" I meant ally cheered my self on making sure I didn't do it physically cause well...you know.
"So that means you guys can visit him, I will say he isn't awake yet and he might not wake for another 3 or so hours so if you want to stay the night I recommend only on person stay." I nodded as we stopped outside a door that read
219
In semi big bulky letters, the docter by the name of ....wentz opened the door slowly and we walked in,
Tyler looked more angelic then ever, considering he just got his stomach pumped not to long ago he looked good as ever, wait scratch that he always looked great and that's what I always admired about him,
Brendon sneered my way breaking me from my gaze,
"S-sorry what did you say?" I asked Mr.Wentz ,
He looked my way and gave me a reassuring smile"so who is gonna stay the night"
"Josh" brendon cut off I looked his way and he just rolled his eyes,
"Okay last name?" I lowered my head a blushed
"D-dun"
I heared them both giggle and I stayed low, (wink wink)
"Ok well the hospital closes in 15 min. Say your good byes "
Brendon nodded his way and went over to give tyler a hug and a gentle kiss on the forehead revealing jealousy to bubble In Josh's stomach before Mr.Wentz cut him off,
"I see you got a thing for tyler"
I looked up at him and smiled "yeah...we were childhood best friends ...I kind of left for certain reasons..and I just want him back"
I twiddled my fingers nervously and wentz shook his head,
"I get it well...what ever you do take care of him, you guys seem like great people and I wouldn't like another visit unless it's other than suicide" I smiled a nodded,
"Thank you"
Brendon walked back over to us after he said his good byes MR.Wentz gave him a smile and turned back to me,"just remember what I said dun okay?"
"Okay" I said
"Well, I should sort this paper work out I'll send a nurse in to get you some blankets and pillows"
I nodded and he walked out before they walked out brendon came my way and sighed,
"Josh..thank you for not letting me give up okay"
I responded with a hug because brendon looked on the verge of tears, then they were gone,
I walked over to the hospital chair and sighed, I looked up at tyler and smiled he was extremely beautiful and I wished he new that, I smiled and sat up scooting my chair up to his bed and took his soft peachy smelling hand,
(Yup took after his momma ...sorry I'll leave)
I rubbed over the red and scratched covered knuckles and kissed each one softly,
I left his hand lay on on the bed and brought his face close to mine in my right palm and sighed deeply,
"I'm sorry Ty , I wish I was sooner, I wished I didn't fuck up , I love you so much and I wanna make you realize that"
I brushed his soft pale pink lips against mine and whispered,
"I'm gonna make you realize that"
I connected our lips and gave him a tender yet passionately kiss,
I almost jumped out of my skin as I felt him softly kiss back, I let go quickly and looked into his doe brown eyes,
"I love you to josh"
I smiled and gave his lips another kiss.
-end of flash back -
Very much alive.

Okay in had other...plans for this chapter but I couldn't let you go that quickly, I wanna make y'all happy not sad, so ennnnjoy Frens.

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