Read until the end for my authors note also
Homophobic slurs in this chapter!!
Last night was....amazing, but I was so confused at the same time,
1.My best friend shows up out of nowhere after....years..
2.We had sex
3.I lost my virginty
Oh god oh god,.... I lost my virginty,
I start to shake in fear and coldness since Im Butt naked in a open treehouse,
I here a small kitten like yawn and then hands are hesitantly wrapped around my waist.
"T-Ty Ty baby what's up"
I turn over to face him and tears fall down my cheeks
Your worthless Ty he probably only had sex with you because he's a horny teen and only wants you for your body.
No
Yes
"NO!"
I jump up and slip my pants on and searched for my shirt as Josh's eyes followed.
"No no no"
Why was I panicking so much? I had no Idea all I new was this was a mistake...I was supposed to be mad at him and frustrated for leaving me, except I was lured in like a lost puppy.
"Tyler baby come lay down what-"
"This was a mistake...I'm a horrible Christian my dads gonna hate me, I hate myself I ...I gotta go I'm so sorry."
I glance at him for a second and then go about retrieving my phone into my pocket,
At that moment I swore I saw his eyes filled with hate and sadness.
I pushed the guilt to the side and walked down the old split wooded ladder,
I quickly run home, past my fathers drunk mad pleads and up to my room,
Were I slide down my wall and sobb to my hearts content.
"Tyler you b-better...o-burp- open this damned door" I gulp at my father drunk slurred words and continue to sobb.
My sobs are broken by the sound of my door opening and the sound of my dad's bat hitting against the door frame.
His eyes meet mine and he lifts his bat up and throws a hit towards my skinny legs,
"O-ow d-dad p..please,..stop that hurts!" I say curling up into a ball which only gives him better access to my arms and more of my legs.
"Boys aren't supposed to cry you ....you worthless Peice of shit faggot son"
I cry and whimper in pain as the bat nearly breaks in half due to the force put on my legs.
Finally he walks out and I look down,
My pants are now bloodied and my legs five times bigger than there usual size cause of swollen and bruised skin,
I weakly crawl to my bed , this becoming so familiar since I've had no choice but to live with my dad, as I slowly make my way onto the bed and lay almost lifeless on my bed.
Almost
And then I see black.
Ok so I'm so sorry about this depressing ass CHapter, this book is all over the place,
Anyways my reasons for this sad chapter is because I've been dealing with some stuff lately and what better way than write?
Ok so I'm not a good writer but you guys seem to enjoy it so here!😊
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