Things About Something

EXPLODE EMPTYNESS

Even with this hope taking my breath away, of course I could never let me go. Because whenever I relax, the chaos covers my face, like a hood.

Looking at that mirror, it's just another accessory. But the blood oozing, blurs everything, which in fact is the reflection of my body.

I went back to fear. I came back to lose consciousness. And that's why I didn't choose any of the two paths, I am neutral. Neither happy nor sad, but empty.

Anyone who is responsible for this, I hope you understand that I'm only human. I'm not the bad guy in this world that never stops spinning.

And even if I was the villain, I can't blame the world for becoming a monster. A monster that everyone pretends to not see, and actually he is devouring us.

I think I need an encyclopedia for the words most heard. I hear so many times, repeatedly, that I don't even know the meaning.

And again I'm deaf and blind.

I can only feel an explosion, when I'm not with protection.

Not that I've ever had.

BOOM

"The only problem here is you"

And the problems continue to laugh, not minding the common sense. Never taking you seriously and never realizing that you're not an object.

Even if you yell "I'm not a toy!", the answer would be "then how do you explain the fact that you don't have control over yourself?"

I know they say that when you answer with another question is stupid, but at the moment I feel stupid.

I realized that I really didn't have control of my actions. But I don't want that!

I don't need anything else! I just wanted a choice and a chance for repentance and change reality.

I don't need food, I can absorb the logic. And in the end, that thing useless is the only thing that sustains me.

After all, living and dying is the same. What changes is the story.

What To Do When You Don't Have One?

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(Hey guys, I don't think that much people are reading this. But for those who are, I want you all to know that I'm without conditions to write here NOW, but it will change soon. Sometimes I just want to think about what is happening for a while. I hope you all understand. )