Chapter 61
Jay
The next morning I woke up to nothing. Cameron wasn't here. He forgot. I won't let myself believe that right now. Im just gonna pretend that this is all just gonna be a joke. I jumped in the shower relaxing my muscles and I did my hair putting on thick fuzzy socks, leggings and a shirt. I may be very sick right now, but I look cute. My phone was ringing, its roman "hey bubba how are you?" I asked him "im alright. Happy anniversary by the way, I tried calling dad but he didn't answer, is he with you?" Roman asked "no. I don't know where he is. Thank you though" we continued talking for awhile before I had to go handle some other buisness. "Hey buddy" I waved to Austin "hey. Happy anniversary" he told me "thanks. Do you know where cameron is?" I asked him "meeting" of course he is. I made a break fast sandwich "how are you doing about the whole baby thing?" I sat by him "it added 4x the stress" he said "im not father material jordan. I didn't want kids, but now I'm gonna have 3. I don't know what the fuck to do" he let it out "you and teegan will for the best of your ability to make this work. You will be great parents. None of us are really parent material I mean I put roman in a gang for fucks sake. I had him at 18 I was a single mom for almost 5 years but I made it work. You guys got us too. So stop stressing about it " I took a bite out of my sandwich. It's good. "Thanks jordan" cameron came through the door "hey baby" cameron came in. I narrowed my eyes waiting for him to say it "what are you doing? Are you mad? I was at the-" he forgot. My heart was clenching and I felt angry. Fuck you cameron. "Dude what is wrong with you?" Cameron asked me. I put my hands together in a praying motion. Jesus, youre about to get some company. I'm about to catch a body. "I'm leaving now" Austin left chuckling "are you mad at me?" He kneeled infront of me "oh of course not honey" I stood up and left "this must be something very bad. What did I do?" I rolled my eyes "Figure it out"
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" Happy anniversary" wow everyone remember except the one that actually needs to. "thanks fams" I sat down "he forgot didnt he?" she smiled "yup" I popped the p "hey it happens to every couple. Remember when Ben forgot ours? I beat his ass that day" that was a bad day for him. "I just thought cameron would have remembered this " I picked at me jacket "at least he'll spoil you when he remembers." I don't want to be spoiled. I just wanted my husband
"so what are you going to do?" I was on video with steph and teegan "plan my wedding with steph" I put a hand on my face. "sounds good. I want some ice sculptures of me everywhere " he said "sure thang" there was knocking on the door "babe can we talk?" I rolled my eyes "you aren't welcomed in here" he sighed "please" he begged "I'll call you guys later" I hung up and took my robe off, reveling my black lace corset and of course my heels. Everyone wife knows its how you get under his skin. I unlocked the bedroom door. He walked in & closed it again "tell me- oo shit jordan." I sat back on the bed waiting for him to continue. "Uh tell me what i- jordan youre distracting the fuck out of me" i put my robe on and stood up, going to the mirror "jordan what did i do?" I walked over to my bag "oh no jordan you aren't leaving" I rolled my eyes and grabbed his gift throwing it at him "happy anniversary cameron" his face slumped "oh shit baby im sorry" he walked towards me "leave me alone. Dont touch me" I smacked his hand away "jordan im sorry-" I shook my head "I don't care. Its over anyways there is not an excuse. I didn't want anything special, I didnt want a gift, I wanted you. I wanted your love and warmth. That's all I asked for can. Or even a simple happy anniversary would have made my day" I wiped my eyes "but im going sleep" he grabbed my hands "im so sorry baby girl. I promise I will make it up to you. I promise. " he kissed my forehead. I walked past him and laid down. Tears started pouring out of my eyes "jordan" cameron hovered over me gathering me in his arms kissing me everywhere "baby im sorry" he said repeatedly. "you forgot about us" I said through the tears "no baby I could never forget about us" I sniffled "yes you did!" I pushed him away from me "just go away. Go handle your stupid business like you always do." I said down not facing him. He kissed beside me "don't touch me cameron" I will punch him in his nose dead ass. "I love you jordan" I closed my eyes
