Unkiss Me [BEADDIE] ✓

Better that we break

Dahan dahan ay niluwagan ko ang pagkakayakap ko sa kanya. Seeing her tears again because of me.

" I'm sorry Wifey. Sorry kung hindi ako naging honest sayo. " I keep mumbling that on her habang pinapatahan ko siya.

" I'm sorry. Please forgive me. "

" I'm so-" Natigalgal ang pisngi ko ng tumama ang palad niya sa pisngi ko. Hindi pa siya nakuntento't itinulak ako palayo sa kanya. I can see the hatred in her eyes. Hatred na una kung nakita nung hindi ko masuklian ang pagmamahal niya.

" Enough! Enough of it Abel or Bea or who fcking you are! "

" Wifey please. " Trying to said those words as I felt the lump on my throat.

" Enough saying that shtty words! Enough of making me believe in your pretty fcking lies. Enough of making me feel that this is all true. Just please stop! Sawang sawa na ako. " I tried to hold her hand pero pilit niya nga 'yung winawaksi.

" Madeleine please. Listen to me first. "

" Listen on what? Na pinaikot ikot mo ako? Pinagmukha mo akong tanga! Na pinaniwala mo ako sa kasinungalingan mo? " Hinuhuli ko yung kamay niya pero sadyang mailap yun.

" Ni hindi na nga kita kilala! Ni hindi ko nga kilala kung sino yung taong kinabaliwan at minahal ko! Sino ka ba ha? " Then she slapped me hard again. I just stand there habang sinasalo ang lahat ng 'yun.

Ilang beses ko bang dapat matanggap 'to sa kanya? How many times do I need to hurt her for being an asshole? How many times will I see her crying in pain because of my own fault. I just want to love her and make her smile pero bakit hirap na hirap ang tadhana na ibigay sa akin-- sa amin ang bagay na 'yun?

I chased her hand then nung nakuha ko yun ay niyakap ko siya. I held her chin and looked at her intently before omit any words I moved my face closer and kissed her cheeks to wipe away the tears on it. Really trying my luck to ease the pain on her chest.

" It's still me. It's still Abel Paras the one who loves you, It's still me your annoying bodyguard. It's still me who always hurt you. It's still me, your hubby. It's still me Abel na may Abs. " I whispered.

" Only one thing revealed Wifey, I'm also Bea de Leon, who dragged you in this misery, Who always put your life in danger but don't worry Abel Paras will always save you. "

I thought those words will make her come back to me pero nagkamali ako. Mas lalo lang umalab ang hatred sa mga mata niya. Mas lalo lang sumidhi yung galit na nararamdaman niya dahil alam ko naman na kahit anung sabihin ko hindi nun mababago ang katotohanan na itinago ko sa kanya ang totoong katauhan ko.

My strength are already defeated. My knees starts to trembling as well as my lips.

I hold her hands as I slowly putting my defense down. Letting my knee on the ground while staring with my highness.

" Please Wifey. " anas kong sambit. I'm still trying to hold the tears in my eyes. I don't want to be look weak even though she really makes me fcking weak.

" Please forgive me, Hindi ko naman ginusto na itago sayo ang pagkatao ko. " I keep on holding her hands and planted a kiss on it.

" It's still me. It's still me the one you love and the one who loves you. "

" Abe- I mean Bea, kahit anung sabihin mo, It can't change the fact na niloko mo ako. Na Pinaglaruan mo ako, Na nagtago ka. " Then her tears stars to fall again. Kasabay nun ay ang panghihina niya rin at umupo sa harap ko para magpantay kami.