Not Heaven Without Him (9)

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Bad dreams fill me again. I wake up, crying. Such pain. It isn't supposed to be this way.

I had remembered happy times. Times in which he was there. I had remembered the bliss I had felt when he was with me. But then I had remembered him leaving. I had remembered him leaving that first time and the way I had nearly gone mad. I had screamed, I had cried, I had tried to commit suicide five times.

Wait, I think. Remembered? I remembered nothing. I remember my life. This man was not a part of it. I'm just dreaming. I dreamt of happy times. I dreamt of the bliss. I dreamt of him leaving. I remember nothing.

My life was as my is. This man. Is not a part of it.

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