No regrets no mercy eren x reader X levi

Pain

'Be carful what you wish for'
No y/n I'm sorry
'If that's what you want'
Come back please don't leave
Noooo!!
-end of flash back
I wake up  in the infirmary my head begins to throb and I feel like shit, what happened?
I look to the side and I see something that made me sick again, I remember what happened now....I see y/n's necklace
I slowly reach out for it, i grab it and stare at it, i don't even notice tears falling down my face
I clench my fist tightly
"I'm so sorry" I whisper

"Why did you say those things" I hear a voice next to me say

Y/n??!??!

Oh wait no it's....THAT BRAT YEAGER!
"WHY?!?" He hissed and next to me in a separate bed.

"TELL ME DAMNIT!" He yells
"I-I-" I can't even talk how pathetic
"WHY DO YOI ALWAYS HAVE TO BE SO CRULE!!" He cries
"I" again can't say a thing
"YOU SHOULDVE SAYED DEAD" that's it, that memorie when I yelled at her gave me strength and anger.
"YOU LISTEN HERE YOU LITTLE SH-" Erwin comes in and has....news
"I see your all awake....now today we will be going on the expedition, we're going now so get dressed" he says
"H-hi Levi" Hanji says behind him
-time skip to the expedition-
We all go in front of the wall that will fift up... y/n I hope you dident go out of the walls.... why do I still think your alive....
"You will never be dead to me" I whisper
"Aww thanks captain" cadet ral said
"What?" I asked confused
"Forget it pay attention Brat" I mumble
Erwin gives this long ass speech, I take one last look at my squad and see pulp biting his younger again then Gunther slapping him, then I see ral looking pissed, then I see

..y/n?!??!?? She laughs and smiles at me
I rub my eyes to see if it's real

But it was just an illusion
I had y/n's necklace around my neck and made sure my cloak covered it... wherever I go she will always be apart of me..... her death is something I regret harshly.....I'm sorry y/n but let this victory be for you.......I love you.

Erens p.o.v
I look at my squad members and smile at everyone but inside I was breaking.... I was wearing y/n's cloak instead of mine, I look over to y/n's squad, they all look scared, Angela stepped in and took over her role, but she looks scared she even trembling I give her a reassuring smile, I guess y/n managed to save all of her squad members, my squad thankfully dident fall off the wall,but that day we lost many soilders... let this glory for humanity be for you y/n... i know you would've loved to slay these basterdes with us..... with me...... I tug on her cloack and listen to the commanders long monologue speech.
I love you y/n I regret not telling you that earlier..... that bastered Levi.... he made you leave! I thought he actually......loved you but I was wrong, he only likes you for your looks but one who loves someone cares for them even in the worst moments.... I love you y/n maybe one day il see you.

Then it started, the walls lifted and it was time to get in the game.

Levi and erens p.o.v
LET THIS BE FOR Y/N!!!! I yell in my head.

Erens p.o.v
Everyone disperses I follow...my captain and we rush into the woods, there were a couple of flares that signaled that there are a couple of Titans. Everyone has a look of determination, I smiled at mikasa and armin, armin gave me a weak smile and mikasa gave me an nod and mouthed 'live for y/n'
And my eyes started to water,I saw them leave then I looked at Connie and Sasha they looked beyond scared then I see Jean and Reiner with angry looks, I see that there angry at my captain, everyone's been angry at him for being so harsh to y/n and I told them the news yeasterday many cried like krista, and armin, Jean just got really pissed and so did the others.
After some time-
I see something that I will never forget...
"Black smoke?" I whisper

All hell broke loose

The only thing I
Could hear was horse hives hitting the ground in a rapid pace we already entered the woods when it came....
"What the hell is that?!?" I yell
We try to out run her but no avail many shoulders died because or hechiou again!!! He wouldn't stop this madness!! I was done In going to transform!!! But then Petra convinced me not to.... i know you don't want them to die y/n but it's for the best I'm so sorry... that bitch keeps coming close we all begin to freak out
"Hechiou your orders!!!" Petra yells
"Cover your ears" he says in a monotone voice
Then he lets out an acoustic flare, I look back and see more and more soilders die.... I'm going to be sick... but then I see a figure that doesent have our survey corps logo

Y-y/n?
"Y/n!!!!!" I yell and everyone looks back even the female Titan who I swear had a look of fear... But then Ina blink of an eye she disappeared
...it was just an illusion

Or

Was it?

Levis p.o.v
These brats keep yelling begging for me to order them around, so clueless
But the Yeager yells
"Y/n!!!!!!!!" I snap my head back

But she assent there
For a moment I had hope.... I tugged in her necklace and kissed the gem

I know your alive please don't die.....

???? P.o.v

Shit my covers been blown