No regrets no mercy eren x reader X levi

Love killer

Play song
bang bang-
Who the hell wakes me up at 3?!??
I open the door with a sword in my hand
"Woah calm down I just wanted to tell you something" Hanji says
"What?" I say
" do you like Levi?"
"What?" I say deadpanned
"Do you?"
"I don't why?" I say
"Are you sure?" She asks
"I am"
"Y/n haven't you noticed Levi being- more- I don't know.....protective over you?"
"I have and I pay no attention to it" I say bluntly
"Y/n! Don't you see he's in love with you!" Hanji whisper yells, I drop my sword
"N-no that can't be....." I say feeling a sharp pain in my Chest
"It is! Even I see it" she says
"N-no no no no no no no no no" I keep repeating
"Y/n?" She asks worriedly
"I can't, I can't do this anymore!!" I yell, I grab my swords and change quickly
"What ARE YOU DOING?!?" She whisper yells
"What've should've done a long time ago!" I yell
" y/n you know Levi isent the only one who loves you right?" She says
"W-what" I say and stop what I'm doing
"Y/n Eren also loves you" she says
"Shut up" I say almost inaudible
"Why? Can't you accept that someone cares about you???"
"N-not again never again!" I yell
"Don't go!!! It wil hurt and haunt Levi forever!" She begs
"Hanji remember this nothing in this world is eternal so get used to it, as much as you love something or someone they always leave" I say seriously and put my class ack in and open the window
"Wait y/n!!!" She says grabbing my foot
"I'm sorry Hanji I don't want anything else to be taken away from me" I say and shake her hand off
"Please no!" She crys
"Hanji there are things that you don't know and even Erwin doesn't know, Hanji take these words as my resignation" I say
"Please!!" She yells then a flash of my past came, it was when my brother and sister were saying to please not go.....
"I can't stay.....you greedy Bastereds!!!" I yell, then leap out the window
"Y/n!!!" I hear a familiar voice yell, it's Levi
"Wait? Y/n?? Hey come back!!!!" I hear Eren yell
Never again
I can't get too close
They always leave
No ones eternal
I will not die
I have to survive
I don't need anyone!!!
Then I black out in mid flight

-wakes up-
"W-what happened?"
"Was it all a dream" I say to myself
-knock knock-
"Y/n?" I hear Hanji say
"What" i respond
"Ready for the big day??" Hanji says
"I guess"
"But bad news, our cook canceled!!!!" She whines
"Il do it" I say
"Wh-what??? That's too much work for a tin-"
"Watch it four eyes!" I threaten
"Oh I see Levi has rubbed off on you~" Hanji teases
I slam my door open
"Come again?!" I say within a menecing tone
"I-um -well....gotta goseeeyoulaterimsosorry!!!!!" She yells and runs away
"Today's the big day" I sigh and get changed
"The day I die wearing that" I sigh again and point to the dress
"I hate party's...and people especially people"
-Time skip to the kitchen-
"Finally I'm done with the food and that took one hour" I say proudly
"Hey captain l/n!" I hear Eren say
"Hello do you need something?" I ask
"No I just wanted to help you make all the food since it's so I much" he explains
"Well your help came too large I'm already done" I say bluntly crossing my arms
"WHAAAT?!? IT WAS SO MUCH FOOD HOW COULD YOU POSSIBLY FINISH IT SOO FAST???" He asks shocked
"I've had to make worse, any ways I know your just looking for breakfast you don't have to lie it's already laid out in the cafeteria" I say and turn away from him and take off my gloves
"Ehhh.....how'd you know?" He says rubbing the back of his neck with blush covering his cheeks
"Your so obvious " I reply
"Plus the tips of your ears are red so I know your lying" I say bluntly and turn to see him and his face was red I payed no attention to it
"Eren you can go eat I have work to do before the ball" I say
"Wait b-but I had to tell you som-" he gets cut off because he was walking taped me and tripped taking me down with him, now I'm pinned down on the floor
"Ahhhhh!!! I'm sosososososososorrycaptaini-il-just-"he says moving around but can't seem to get up., when all of a sudden I hear someone walk in