in spite of it all
in spite of all the times I said I would stop writing
in spite of all of the times
I just wanted to stand up
and fucking yell
like
I have never yelled before
"WHY DON'T YOU REMEMBER ME?"
Its not that I am looking for attention
and
surely
I don't give a fuck about
hot lists
and
rankings
and popularity
its simply that
I miss you
I miss waking in the morning
and
checking my notifications
smiling
as I answer each and every one
and
I did
answer each and every fucking one of them
no matter
how long it took
I miss
the conversations
and
the inspiration
that we gave
each other
you all know who you are ...
owain
seas
knight
gail
rose
remember
the Core
remember
we all started the same time
and
we all supported each other
and
pushed each other
to be the best we could
I guess you don't
i feel sometimes like a boat
adrift
on a sea
alone
in spite of all of that
in spite of the sadness
there are
still smiles
the past may have moved on
but
the now
they inspire me to keep writing
bella
alice
pizzarobot
queen
jeshi
liabe
lyttlejoe
ashley
simon
angel
annie
charolette
andrew
crazy
kae
sonakshi
rue
rona
gaza
and the list goes on
you have become my new
inspiration
my reason to move on
I love to write
and
I write for me first
but
I also
write for you
and
in spite of all that I may say
I will continue
'till my dying day
Oct 2, 2016
YOU ARE READING
In silence I will stand
PoetryI have said it all before ... so now, in silence , I will stand.