You love him.
You love Jeon Jungkook.
But he doesn't love you.
He never will. You don't care. You love being in his arms every night when the doors are locked and the lights are off. Whenever he would text a rushed "i need you now", you'd drop everything you were doing and unlock your front door. Then, you would quickly go into the bedroom and sit down on your knees, waiting for him like the good girl you were. To him, you were just a toy. To you, he was a god. To him, you were nothing. To you, he was your world.
In the morning after, he was already gone. In the morning after, he left nothing behind. Nothing behind that hinted at his presence except your memories. You treasured those moments, never letting them escape your mind.
One day, he never came back. One day, he forgot about you. It was that one day he abandoned you. It was that day... that he had found someone else. Someone he loved. Someone that he cherished. You didn't care.
Because you love Jeon Jungkook. You let him use you to keep him happy and content.
When it hit you that he had left you all together, you broke down in sobs. You became a sad mess, messy hair and red, puffy eyes. In the rare moment you went out in the world, you would see him. Whether it be in your head or in real life, you would spot him.
But now, you're over it. You told yourself that if you really loved him, you'd let him go, even if he left you broken and abused every morning.
