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Unrequited Friendship

Don't try and act like we're friends, cause we're not.

You said so yourself.

Although I fought to make you see otherwise I now see how foolish I was to believe in such a fantasy.

I get it now, why idealise something that is subject to change. Thats contains too many variables and often "subject to availability".

I wanted something basic, I'm not here to fight for your attention, or to hang onto every word.

To crave your validation and ingest each second of recognition.

That was my fault, not yours.

I understand that now.

Reality slapped me hard.

Why let another being dictate my lifestyle.

Time is a gift and time is precious.

When it all comes down to it, you only "miss me" when you're bored.

I don't have time to waste.