Him

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Why did I come back here?

Another bottle to break?

Another friend I can't help?

Another boy I lost...

It was perfect.

Every little thing that was us

It made sense and it was amazing and he drove me crazy

Every touch and kiss and word it was perfect

Then it went down hill

He left me and I tried so hard to move on but dear God was it hard

I'd see his smile every day

I'd hear his voice in my head

I feel his kiss on my lips

He was my drug.. is my drug

And it hurts so bad.

I can't feel my chest my heart is beating too fast

I can't think cause he won't leave my mind

It just hurts so bad and I can't do this anymore

My heart just gets broken again and again and I let myself get led on and it hurts and I'm so done with love and boys and him. And I want him so badly. I want him to hug me and I want to be with him but I can't and it's awful. He told me to stay happy and try to get past it but dear god.

There's no getting over him.

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 12, 2016 ⏰

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