When Our Love Was a Lie [Harry Styles Fan Fiction]

Chapter 15 ~

I opened my bathroom door and was greeted with my darkened bedroom and scent of the fresh winter air. I walked over to my lamp and switched it on showing me nothing had changed in my room, it was the same I left it when I with Harry.

I walked over to my closet and saw dresses, sweaters, shoes, tank tops and any other kind of clothing hanging from my closet. I flipped the switch to turn the lights on and walked into my closet and ran my hands against the soft fabrics. My apartment building wasn't the nicest but my room had everything a teenage girl could ask for.

My mom would always spoil me with things I could of never dreamed of, one of them was this room. She was never the richest person but somehow she always got a lot of cash. I didn't wanna question it but she always had an answer for everything. But she was gone now, and somehow I had to move on.

I grabbed a pair of penguin pj's and removed my towel and got dressed. I wore a long button up shirt and long silk pajama pants that went all the way past my ankles. 

I felt warm and cozy, even. I walked to the full sized mirror and smiled at myself on how small I looked wearing this. I thought about making myself a cup of tea since It was only eleven o'clock, but I remembered I had to go to the bar because Robby's been calling me non-stop to see when i'd come back.

I've been running away from so many things such as work, school, Harry and most of all family. But it seems my family's been running from me. Well Morgan and Noah for that sake, and even dad.

I don't remembered him much but I remembered how he left us and that hes a bastard for doing that. I frowned my eyebrows together and  walked out of the closet and flipped the switch turning off the lights. I had second thoughts on going to make tea for myself and thought I really needed sleep because of the day i've had so far.

But than I heard a quiet beeping sound and that made me jump but realized it was my cell phone. I yawned and walked to the living room scared to death and made sure I turned on all my lights on the way there.

I picked up my clutch that sat right next to the picture that made me feel sick inside. Carefull not to touch it, I grabbed my clutch and ran to my bedroom quickly flipped the lights off again. I hopped on my bed and took out my iphone5s to see I had two texts from Nova, one from Andy and one from Dylan?

How about a sleepover right now?! I'M SUPERRR BORED - Nover
Sent  Dec,1st 2013 at 7:08pm

I think Blaine is mad at me :( TEXT ME NOWWWWWWW ! - Nover
Sent Dec,3rd 2013 12:47pm

I need to talk to you. - An
Sent Dec,5th 2013 3:04am

You are flawless - Dylan
Sent Dec, 7th 2013 11:33pm

My breathing picked up and I looked at the top of my phone seeing it was only 11:29pm meaning this was sent only four minutes ago. My thumb hovered over the photo attachment, knowing something bad or good could be under that but I knew it had to be bad. 

I had a battle with myself inside my head thinking if I should open it or not and thought it over again for the millionth time knowing I had to open it one way or another. I clicked the photo and felt frightened and scared.

It was me leaning against my couch with a white cloth over my mouth, I was unconscious and he was the one that drugged me. That memory slowly flowing back to my brain that I let Dylan in my house mistakenly thinking it was Harry but it wasn't.

He drugged me but I had no memory of being put in my bed, only being left on the ground for Dylan's pleasure. I read the text words over and over again. Then I remembered it was the song he sang to me on the very first date we had.

Then my phone staring playing the one song I didn't want to hear right now. 

It was the course to Flawless by The Neighbourhood and my mind couldn't have been more all over the place. The song played over and over again and I tired my hardest to make it stop by hitting buttons everywhere and trying to turn off my phone but all it did was play while I looked at the picture of me so valuable, so helpless.

I covered my ears with the palms of my hands and screamed at the top of my lungs.
It got louder an louder because it didn't just start playing on my phone. The Radio in the bathroom was on fullblast, the steros in my bedroom and living room started playing. I kept screaming getting as loud as possible thinking it wold stop.

It didn't stop.

You're a doll, you are flawless

But I just can't wait for love to destory us

I just can't wait for love.

The only flaw - you are flawless

But I just can't wait for love to

destory

us.

And in that momment. Love had destoryed me.

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