Our Night In Vegas

Secrets out!

I don't  know why it's called 'Heartbreak', It feel like the other half of my body is broken.

That was what I felt today when I woke up, but mostly I felt empty.

You know what happened last night..I realised if it was me and Mark we would of done it back and ten times better, I was so tired because i stayed up half the night crying my heart out.

He was the love of my life.

I loved him.

So much.

It hurt.

I got dressed today..I know where I was going..I had made my mind up last night on what I was gonna do today, I was gonna get answers.

The music was on the background and I couldn't help but sing with Rihanna.

"You da one that I dream about all day

You da one that I think about always

You are da one so I make sure I behave

My love is your love,your love is mine

And yes I'm kinda crazy

That's what happens baby

When you put it down, You should give it to me

Good like that, Should've hit like that

Had me yellin' like that, Didn't know you would've had me coming back"

I danced around the room flipping my hair to the beat, I song the next verse and when the song had finished I was out of breath.

That had took my mind off of M-...him...awe man I just thought about him.

I sighed and zipped up my suitcase shoving it in the closet.

I walked out making sure I had my purse and room key in hand.

I saw the next door open and a blond woman dressed like a stripper came stumbling out.

I tried not to look at her as last night's noises came through my head..ugh, what a bad night.

I walked down the steps and into the lobby.

Breakfast in bed was suppose to be serving but I guess I overslept and missed out...oh well.

 I walked out the hotel and looked for a Cab.

It was so warm, good idea I hadn't packed any winter clothes, well expect socks..I did pack them by mistake.

I stopped over a cab and got in.

"37 Brix Street please"I told him and sat in the back,I rested my head back looking out the window.

My eyes felt heavy...I thought tiredness was taking over me but instead I realised it was tears.

Then it was like a slap in the face.

I was about to meet him...the guy who had left me at the altar...

The guy who treated me like a princess...the one who always brought my favourite flowers..the one who went down on one knee on new years....the guy I have loved with all my heart.

I had no idea what to say...

I didn't prepare a speech..

or even think about the consequences.

Because deep down I knew that all I wanted was too see him.

I love him...

I can't help it..