Open Your Eyes (Kaylor)

One

''I can't do this anymore, Taylor. I feel like I'm losing myself. Hell, I don't even know what I want to do or who I want to be. Maybe we've been too obsessed with each other for so long that now we're both stuck.''

Taylor doesn't know what to say, she just stays there with teary eyes looking at Karlie, who doesn't even dare to look back at her favorite pair of ocean blue eyes.

''I'm not trying to hurt you, I don't want to, but I don't think this is healthy anymore. And I want so much for you, for both of us.'' She's broken, she's been for a while and now that she's being the brave one she doesn't feel any better.

Taylor knows it, she knows that they haven't been the same for months, but she didn't say a thing. Both because she's been working days and nights on her new album with the band, and also because Karlie has been her whole worlds since high school days, when their friendship slowly became undying love, so she thought that this was just a temporary phase. But she was wrong.

And now Karlie's telling her that they need to go their separate ways because she needs to find herself, so does Taylor.

''Please say something, say you get it. I'm already blaming myself for this, and if you don't say a thing I won't make it.'' Karlie says, looking at Taylor for the first time since she came back from the studios, and realizing how devastated the other girl looks.

''I did this to you'' Taylor finally says, ''don't answer, don't try to tell me otherwise because my heart knows what I've done to you.'' Her voice is weak but she needs to keep it together for Karlie's sake.

''I've been working everyday with the band for months, and I've been stressed, annoying, and I get it if you felt left out. So yeah, I understand. You also have to study for college, for your well-deserved degree. I'm sorry if I'm slipping in between you and your big dreams, you shouldn't feel like this because of me. But it doesn't mean that I regret our moments together, I would never. You've been my everything, as a best friend and as a girlfriend, and I'll always be thankful for our story.''

The words they speak are coming from their brains, while their hearts are telling them they won't belong to someone else anymore.

It's a rainy day in October in Boston and both girls are standing in their living room in front of each other, aware that this will be the last time they will both feel truly at home.

A/N: Hi everybody! :) this is all new oh gosh. I've finally found my long lost inspiration, so here I am with a brand new Kaylor fanfiction.
I'll try to update weekly, even if it's hard with uni and exams.
Hope you'll like this short short chapter!