Forget Me Not

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She then gave me a flower. It was a small blue flower. It didn't really seem like much. But everyday she gave me another small blue flower and she did this for about a month. Then she gave me a small pink flower and a note. It was late at night so I decided to read the note tomorrow.

I forgot to read it.

Two days went by and she didn't come to school. I wonder why?
The next day there was an announcement and it said that she had committed suicide.

She was missing from home and her parents went out to look for her. They went to a forest near the town. We usually hung out there. That's were they found her lifeless body, she was pale and cold. There were flowers on the floor around her, the same ones she gave me.

That night I read the note. It said;
I always wanted to tell you this but I never had the courage to do so. I love you. I loved you the moment we met. Do you remember? Back then I barely talked to anyone. You were new so you didn't know that I was basically regected by the whole school. So you went up to talk to me. You brought me hope and happiness. You were my ray of sunshine leading me through the darkness around me. I thought that if I were with you I would be happy. And I was but the voices became even stronger. I felt worthless and I didn't think you could ever love me. Life for me is a living hell but you kept me here, you were my only reason of living. But your slowly slipping away, although you don't see it I do. Slowly I'm moving out of your heart. I couldn't stand being without you. You told me that you cared about me and I tried to believe you as much as I could. If you really care about me meet me at the forest the place were we hang out.

Love, Ally

Tears started to flow down my face. If only I had read the card sooner, this wouldn't have happened. And I didn't get to tell you my answer. I love you too. I loved you so much. Yet I wasn't able to save you. If only I told you how I felt sooner. The reason why I stoped being as close with you was that I was afraid that you would find out I loved you. I love you.....

A few days later her funeral was held. Everyone was crying. Even her parents, all of the people who bullied her. It's their fault that she's gone if they hadn't bothered her she would have been depressed. If only her parents noticed just what they have been putting her through. But it's too late now.

After the funeral her parents came up to me and gave me her diary.

"She told that if she were to die before me that i should give this to you. When she said that before I thought she was just playing around. But she wasn't."

Ally's mom started to cry.

I read the first entry, it was about when we first met. The entries went on in chronological order from then. An entry caught my attention. It was about the first time you have me the small blue flower.

I finally was able to give it to her. The lady at the flower shop told me that this would be the perfect flower. I didn't really know why. But then I looked up its name. The flower was called Forget Me Not.

The entries then skipped to the day when she gave me the note.

I now understand what the lady ment when she gave me the flower. The Forget Me Not represents undying love and symbolises memories spent with someone, and a rememberance after death. I know that this may be the last time I write in here. But I hope that Rose received my message.

I couldn't hold back my tears anymore and they started to fall. I thought that this was her last entry but there was another page.

Rose if you reading this than that means that I'm no longer here. I'll miss you. If you read the last note you know that I love you. And I'll always love you. I want to ask you for a small favor. Please don't forget me. Even if you just remember me as that friend you had in high school that's enought for me. Also don't cry I'm not worth your tears. I want you to be happy. I know you 'll get over this. So be happy. And don't ever blame yourself for my death it was bound to happen. Sorry. I love you. Bye.

I broke down. I miss you so much. I want you back.

So I wrote this story thing a long time ago but I just haven't published it and I haven't really been active for sometime now so I'm going to start wrting again.
Ps. I'm also going to republish another book I wrote but I don't think I'm going to continue it. So yeah you can read that if you want, it isn't that good but yeah this has gotten long well bye.