Dhadkan my heart beat. ..

Part 39

Recap:Rd gers injured n sanyu was lockd in a store room by men n was sittin n cryin cursin hrself fr rd injuries. .

Sanyu pov. ..


Life kitni unpredictabl h.pehle meri life me rndhir ka aana hmara ek dusre se jhgrna fir pta ni Kaise bt i fallen fr him n krwachauth ke din rndhir ka mere room me aana..aj bhi yaad h mene kitna gussa kiya tha n usne maggie bna khilaya n finally we admitted n hmari first kiss n slwly wit time our relation r strong ho gya. Uska hr wqt surpris chahe wo b'day wala date ho ya fir mere jhoot likha lettr ko smjh aa meri r sameer ki engagemnt ko rukwa dena.still wo scene nil bhul skti mera akduu kitna funny lg rha tha jb ladoo bhr kr wo sameer ko kh rha tha apko mere r sanyu ke fingr me antr ni Smjh aa rha. .us wqt to me dar gae thi bt uske bad wo scene jb ankho ke samne aata h it brings smil.hmesa he made me feel secure, he changed himself bina khe hi wo meri hr baat smjh jata h infct me uski duniya ho tbhi to hmesa wo khta h "my life my farzi" n aj uski farzi ne usse uske bdle diya kiya sirf drd, chot..mere liye wo mar khata rha apni life ke baare me kyu ni socha. why rndhir why itna lv kyu? Kitna blood bh rha tha kitni chot thi. me kuch bhi ni kr pae. Why rndhir it's hurt tumne mujhe mar Jane diya hota.ek baar bhi ni socha ur farzi can't leav without u .me sch me duniya ki sbse buri fiance ho. Wo meri aasu ni dekh skta bt me uske behte blood ko dekhti rhi majboor bn. .bt meri DHADKAN chl rhi h n iska sirf yhi mtlb h tum thik ho.abhi itne chot me bhi v Sirf meri fikr kr rhe honge n hmesa ki trh apni prwah chod mujhe dhund rhe hoge.Suddenly my eyes goes on d cryin sound of lady jo mere sath bnd thi wo apne bche ko apne sine se lagae ro rhi thi usse apne se jada apne bche ki jaan ki fikr thi n ma to aisi hi hoti h khud se jada apne bche ke liy sochti h. n wo baby bhi kitna ro rha. Sayd wo nanhi si jaan bhi apni ma ke dar r drd ko smjh rha tha.aj jo hua uski wjh ye dono h bt in log ke aasu is hurtin. Sanyu stnd n goes to lady n says"plz ap Chup ho jaea n baby ko smbhalea. Sb thik ho jaega".she hold my hnd n brust into tears n hr wrd was"mujhe maf kr do meri wjh se tum bhi musibt me ho bt meri mdad kro meri bchi ko bcha lo".me bina mtlb Un pr gussa thi agr me musibt me ho to wo bhi to h n unka wo masum baby usse kis baat ki sja mil rhi thn I said hr"plz ap khud ko smbhalea n baby ko Chup kraea me dekhti ho koi upay" i consol hr n she feeds d baby. I decided ab har ni manungi ab sirf akdu ke liye hi ni us baby ke liye bhi mujhe niklna h. Whil d lady was feedin I roamed in room socha ki koi trika yha se niklne ka mil jae bt main door ke alawa koi r rasta ni dikha. I got litl disturb n tensd n goes n sit besid d lady lost in thought kya kro bt suddenly I felt a soft skin ovr my palm.it was d Chotu sa hnd of tht baby she was smilin seein me.. Aww hr smil is melt worthy with cute sa dimple I ever seen.she was stretchin hr hnd as she wanted me to take hr. D lady gives d baby to me sayin " don't worry tum smbhal logi pari ko". I exclaimed pari. with hesitation I took hr in my hnd she was delicate hr honey tone skin n button nose all wer makin hr real pari. I was adorin hearin hr babble talk n laugh whil she was playin n nw i was charge agn wit positiv thought. Several qn was roamin in my thought regardin hr kidnapin n i askd d all abt n was shocked to knw hr husband wrks in intelligence bureau n hd some important doc which these kidnapr wants. Abt 1 hr passed n we wer talkin like we knw echothr frm ages n we made d plan to escap though it was risky .. Soon we heard d chirpin of d kidnapers n as plan d lady" pratibha" wit a bamboo stick hide behin d door. Bth kidnapers wer drunk n came close to me.i was thinkin Kash mere ko koi gun de r me unhe shoot kr do. Bt accordin to plan I step n finally wo door se kafi andr aa gae n pratibha di hit thm behind n bth fell on floor n we ran outsid wit pari in full speed.It was dark n d place was scary as it was in midl of forest. We wer runnin without knwin where we r goin.I saw pratibha di stopped n was sweatin n gaspin air I too was tired bt best prt was pari was in deep sleep.soon we heard d sound which made us scared. Wo guns ki awaj thi n kidnapers ke yell ki I was scared bt di ki halt daurne layk ni thi so I took pari frm hr hnd thinkin ki pari ko utha wo thk chuki h. hr n said "plz thori himmt kijiye"n she noddin hr head continue to run bt nw men wer close to us n can see us n they strt firin gun n we wer still runnin.i cling pari ti8ly whil runnin.soon di voic made me turn bt befor I can react she pushed me n i was still seein di hr stomach was bleedin n she was fallen on d ground. I screamed louder n stnd wit pari cling to my chest. Hw can she do tht. Unhone mujhe pr phuchne wali bullet ko apne pr liya bina apni life ki prwah kiye. I was to step bt she wit all energy left cried"sanyu my life is ovr. Wo log tum tk phuche usse pehle pari ko le jao usse bcha lo. Meri amant ka khyal rkhna"join hnd n wit fake smil.it was my lif toughest decision i nodded my head n just wit huge load on heart n tears in my eyes ran away leavin hr in tht condition..I'm d reasn fr a child loosin hr mthr. It's d worst truth of my life. .I kept on runnin becuze d only thing in my mind was roamin I hv to save pari...

Precap:don't knw abhi .