One Direction BSM Preferences

Preference 1: You Self Harm

"Not tonight bug, your with me tonight". He told me and he carried me to his room. He put me in his bed and tucked me in. He got on the other side and cradled me. He started tracing some of the cuts and said "we will talk about this tomorrow. Good night my beautiful baby girl". He kissed my forehead and I fell asleep almost instantly.

- Next day-

I woke up and say Louis was already awake, staring at me.

"Good morning princess" he said while holding my hand.

"How long have you been up?" I asked.

"About an hour, the boys are over and have made breakfast" he told me while getting us both out of bed. He once again, picked me up and brought me down stairs and sat me at the table with all the boys. Niall had already ate, shocker.

"We're gonna have some new rules baby" Louis told me, as he held my hand.

"Nothing has changed Louis, we don't need any rules. I made a mistake." I tried to plead with him.

"A mistake we can't afford to let go baby" he started. "From now on, no long sleeved shirts in the house ok? No sweaters or jackets unless it's cold, and that's for me and the boys to decide. Second, you'll be staying in my room ok? 3, your twitter will be deleted, in fact, I think Harry has already done so. 4, you will take me to all your blades and I'll toss them out ok? And last, no more knives in the house ok? Plastic only." He finished with a smile. I started crying, I'm 15, I can take care of myself. Louis pulled me into a hug.

"Shhh baby. It won't be forever, just until your happy. Now why don't you go take me to your blades" Louis told me. I shook my head. I can't get rid of them. I just I can't. Louis got angry. "Take them to me now or I'll go find them" I once again denied. He won't be able to find them. "Alrighty then, Harry stay with her, boys come with me" and just like that they left. Harry pulled into his chest as I sobbed. Around 15 minutes later they all came back down, Liam holding the blades, no.

"No, no, no, no there mine their mine" I sobbed trying to go after Liam. Louis caught me and whispered in my ear "it's ok bug. No more. It's a new happy start". And with that he kissed my head, and I haven't felt more safe.

Harry(14) - You had just started high school and things were rough. You and your best friend got into a fight, she turned all your friends against you, and spread rumors about you. Everyday you sat alone at lunch and break and people weren't nice about it.

"Hey loner" "hey freak" "no likes you, that's why you're alone" "maybe you should cut yourself and die" " Lol Harry hates you. He only lets you live with him for the good publicity"

Those are what you hear everyday. It gets so damn hard sometimes. Harry knows what happened with you and your friends and he tells you everyday they don't know what they lost. He makes sure to invite you to hang out with the boys so you never felt left out or lonely.

But maybe the bullies were right, maybe he doesn't love you, maybe he just feels bad for you.

You didn't mean to start burning yourself. You were just cooking pasta when your hand slipped and you touched the burner.

It felt really bad, but also, really good. It took away all the mental pain, you were in control of your pain.

And that's when you stole one of Zayn's lighter, to see how far you could take it, and if it really helped. And boy, it did.

And that's how you ended up here, 3 months later, sitting on the bathroom ground, Bobbi pin in one hand, lighter in the other. Your left arm was covered in burns, most new. You flick the lighter till the flame comes on and then you place the Bobbi pin over the flame. You hold it there for about 40 seconds then place it on your arm. You wince at the stinging pain, but like always, it felt good.