I am crying
I am beat up, bruised up dying
I am wishing you were dead
I am shaking
My heart can't stop aching
I am holed up in my bed
Thinking about everything you've told me
I am trying to forget you
I am failing
I am tired
Of everything being so unfair
I am sorry
For all the ugly that has befallen me
And I am okay
I am looking at your pictures
I am begging you to stay
And now I'm looking at your back as you walk away
