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Me And Mr Carter

We Flew Down The Highway , Listening To Tupac Singing Dear Mama . I Couldn't Help But Think About How My Own Mother Was Never Around. How She Didn't Even Show Her Face On Birthdays Or My First Day Of High School. I Can't Even Relate To This Song But It Made Me Sad Every Time I Heard It

Myles Voice Took Of Tupacs

So Where You Going , Why You Out So Late , Its 2 In The Morning ...

He Knew why I Was Out , Nobody Cared About Me , And Obviously Nobody Cared About His Black Ass Either

Because I Can, Any More Questions . I Snapped Back

He Started Laughing Like I Just Told A Damn Joke .

You Feisty Ain't You Princess.

I Just Rolled My Eyes And Looked Out The Window. Nothing But Darkness.

I Didn't Even Realize I Fell Asleep . Next Thing I Knew We Pulled Up To Some Brickstone House , With Shutters & A Gated Entrance. Where The Hell Was I Cause It Sure Wasn't My Compton Neighborhood

I Looked Up At The Street Signs & Cars Around Me Trying To Figure Out Where We Were. Everything Looked Like A Set From A Movie. .

This Nigga Got Me Out Here In The Suburb's Of Beverly Hills. I Instantly Got Nervous , If Shit Went Down I Wasn't A Walk Up The Street From My Hood.

Come On Baby. Get Out The Car , Why You Acting All Shy I Wanna Show You Something

I Got Out The Car And Headed Towards The Front Door. He Was Already In The House Ahead Of Me.

As Soon As I Stepped In My Jaw Dropped. What In The Hell. How In The Hell Could Myles Afford This. This Wasn't No 2 Bedroom Apartment On West End. This Looked A House Out A Magazine. Wrap Around Stairs , Gold Chandeliers, Marble Floors And A Dining Room Bigger Than My Whole Apartment.

Get Up Stairs Princess , What's Taking You So Long

I Practically Ran Upstairs, Didn't Want To Miss The Rest Of The House Just In Case This Was All A Dream.

In Here Mama.

I Followed His Voice Into A Master Bedroom. All The Lights Were Off But The Sun Was Just Starting To Sneak Through The Blinds . I Could See His Face. His Dreads Tied To The Top Of His Head & His Dark Skin Looking Like The Sweetest Piece Of Dark Chocolate.

Why Was Myles Making Me Look At Him Like This. My Virgin Body Was Feeling Some Type Of Way. This Was All So New To Me.

I Knew I Was In Trouble ... I Knew Myles Was Gonna Take Over My Entire Life ... I Just Didn't Know How ..

Come Here Egypt , I Wanna Show You Something ....

I Walked Over To Myles Carter , It Was Like He Was Pulling Me Into Him With His Own Magical Force ...

See Baby All This Can Be Yours If You Just Let Me Take Care Of You . Let Me Be Your Man . Let Me Protect You

In That instant I Knew Why The Women Went Crazy Over Him .

It Was His Presence , It Was Height . Standing Over Me He Made Me Feel So Small And Nothing In The World Could Hurt Me , As Long As He Was There.  It Was His Dark As Night Skin . It Was His Voice.  It Was His Depth. His Mystery.  I Was In So Open To This Man And I Didn't Even Know Where I Was In The World

And Then He Kissed Me , On My Lips ,My Very First Kiss ... And Then He Put His Hands On My Thighs.. My Little Body Trembled And Waited For Him To Take My Body Under His Complete Control

Myylleeessssssss ! Myles Fucking Carter !

I Jumped Out Of My Skin When A Heard The Voice Calling My Mans Name

He Just Stepped Back All Cool And Calm

Shit , Its My Baby Mama Nene.  You Good Baby Stay Right Here