It's Because I Love You (DISCONTINUED)

Prologue

[SJK's POV]

"Ma Ru-ssi..."

Everytime I saw her face when she calls me with that name, I always feel angry. Does she still believe that I'm the Kang Ma Ru she knew? If she loves him that much she would've known that I'm not her beloved boyfriend the first time she noticed my sudden change of attitude towards her.

Babo yeoja, if I tell her that I'm not Kang Ma Ru, what will her reaction be?

Keurae, I'm not who she thinks I am. My name is Song Joong Ki. Ma Ru is my twin brother. No, he was my twin brother before a disease took his life.

Our family names are different because our parents got divorced and we were raised separately, so our mother changed his family name to her own. Ma Ru was always her favourite; that's why he was the one she brought when our parents divorced.

Different case with him, Aboji never favoured any of us. Maybe that's why he didn't care and was never hesitated to use his fits to hit me, or threw beer cans and even whiskey bottles at me whenever he liked it; which was happened everyday as long as I can remember.

I once couldn't take any longer from his abusiveness and ran from him to find omoni and Ma Ru. But, as if what I went through wasn't enough to damage me, she refused to meet and said it was a fair agreement between her and aboji, to brought each of us with them and never meet each other again.

And then, after 15 freakin' years since I cut my relationship with all of them after omoni's words to me, somehow, Ma Ru was able to find me.

"Putakhae, Joong Ki-yah. I don't have much time in my life anymore. You're the only one I could ask for help, so please... can you do it for me?" was what he said to me when I asked him what he wanted.

Not even bother to ask or wonder how I was living through this hell called life all these years, he told me he's sick and ask me to take care of his girlfriend.

I wanted him to leave, tell him that he's no better than our parents, that he didn't have a right to ever speak to me again. Never even once he tried to reach me, and now when he needed me, he came and asked me a favor as if nothing ever happened? That reason alone made me wanted to punch his face that mirrored mine.

But then, one thought changed my decision.

I decided to learn everything about that girl he loved. What she likes, what she hates, what she thinks of him-literally everything, but I didn't do it because Ma Ru asked me to.

Because if I can't ruin his life and make it a hell hole like mine was, then I surely would do it to someone he loved the most-this girl, Moon Chae Won.

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[MCW's POV]

The Kang Ma Ru I knew was romantic, sweet and kind-hearted man. To conclude it all, he's a nice guy that I can't found anywhere in this world ever again. That's what makes me fall in love with him. He knew how to treat me and how to make me happy. He made me comfortable beside him.

In 27 years my life, I finally found someone whom I want to spend the rest of my life with, whom I want to have kids and raise them, and whom I want to grow old together.

I even ran away from home when my parents tried to lock me up because they didn't like me with an orphan poor guy without any living relatives like Ma Ru-ssi. They forbid me to see him, but I didn't listen to them. I chose Kang Ma Ru over my family.

And God punished me because of that.

One day after we got married, suddenly Ma Ru-ssi changed to a total different guy. It's like the guy I fell in love with is never existed in the first place-that he was only an imagination of my mind.

He became rude and arrogant. He didn't hesitate to curse or talk harsh to me. It's like everything he did was always to hurt me and make me sad or disappointed.

I never forgot what his answer was when I asked him about his sudden change of attitude.

"Tsk tsk tsk... my dear stupid girl, there's no such thing as nice guy in this world. You only saw me nice to you because that's what I chose to show you. All of that were just acts, to make you fall for me. And I succeeded." That's what he told me while smirking sarcastically.

Then, was he lying to me all those times? Pretending as if he cares about me? As if he loves me as much as my love for him?

My bestfriends suggested me to leave him. But I can't leave him. No, the proper words are 'I don't want to leave him'.

Because I love him so much I don't think I can live without him anymore.

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(a/n)

FIRST CHAPTER, YEAY!!

I looked at the teaser and it was more than a year ago since I post the story which means it has been more than a year since I first got the idea. Wow, I really am a BAD WRITER! *smashing head to a wall*

Well, I meant to this story to be mini chapters which means the story flow will be faster than other and the chapters will not be more than 10 chaps. Again, I'm a bad writer so don't get your hope too high.

Also, there are so many grammatical errors and words that you may think it's wrong, that's because English isn't my mother tongue, so don't bother to comment on that matter, cause I won't reply. The reason why I insisted to write this story in English so that all chaeki toasts from around the (wattpad) world can read the story as well, and I want to improve the language I learned in school.

So just sit, relax, read, comment, vote, follow me or whatever you do to enjoy the story but just don't be an as*. And to my Toasts family, always remember, Chaeki is REAL. kkkkk...

xoxo, riendonghae. || January 17, 2015