"if you'd ask me how many times you've crossed my mind, I'd say once, because you never really left."
_im like a Statue, stuck staring right at you got me frozen in my tracks so amazed how you take me back each and every time our LOVE collapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you so when im lost for words Every time i dissappoint you Its just cause i can't believe that you're beautiful. 🎶🎶🎶_
_im like a Statue, stuck staring right at you got me frozen in my tracks so amazed how you take me back each and every time our LOVE collapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you so when im lost for words Every time i dissappoint you Its just cause i can't believe that you're beautiful. 🎶🎶🎶_
_im like a Statue, stuck staring right at you got me frozen in my tracks so amazed how you take me back each and every time our LOVE collapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you so when im lost for words Every time i dissappoint you Its just cause i can't believe that you're beautiful. 🎶🎶🎶_
_im like a Statue, stuck staring right at you got me frozen in my tracks so amazed how you take me back each and every time our LOVE collapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you so when im lost for words Every time i dissa-----🎶🎶🎶_
11:53 PM
Kinapa ko ang phone ko sa side table sino bang matinong Tao ang tumawag sa ganitong oras.
"Hello?" Inaantok na sagot ko.
"Did i disturb you?"
"Tingin mo? Tinatanong ba yan? Syempre oo dinisturbo moko natutulog kaya ako." Inis na sabi ko.
"Im sorry... I just can't help myself----"
"Ha? Paki ko? Bakit sa tingin mo ba matutulungan kita? Bakit Ba kasi sakin ka tumawag? Stalker kita non?"
"Iya... I miss you"
Napabangon ako sa sinabi niya at ngayon lang ako natauhan.
"I called you because I...just miss you"
I can't utter a word. What I should supposed to say? Should i say i miss you too? Haha of course not i don't miss him neither.
Nakinig lang ako sa kanya. Wala akong balak magsalita.
"I can't stand not seeing you. I like you that damn much iya. Im sorry for falling for you that fast. It's not something I expect it to happen it's just you know... I didn't see it coming"
Narinig ko sya bumuntong hininga bago uli nagsalita
"I know that you still love's your ex. and I have no place in your heart. But please...for me, give it a try."
"Im here outside. Can you open up your window? I badly need to see you"
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Nagulat ako sa sinabi niya. At sinunod ko nga sya bumangon ako at binuksan ang bintana and there he is standing beside his car.
"In the end you can't always choose what to keep. You can only choose how you let it go."
Nakatingin at nakikinig lang ako sa kanya.
"if you'd ask me how many times you've crossed my mind, I'd say once, because you never really left... Iya... will you give it a try? will you risk for me?"
Ano ba pinagsasabi nito? Umaamin ba sya na gusto niya ko? kumukurapkurap ako at sinasampal-sampal ang pisngi we don't know Baka nanaginip lang ako.
"Pfft. You're not dreaming Iya. don't answer it now you have plenty of time for that. for now, go back to your bed and sleep. Sleepwell and Goodnight baby."
And then he hang up the phone call. At ako? Ayun naiwang tulala. Is he serious? Kakikilala palang namin. At gusto agad niya ko? What a joke.
Humiga ako sa kama ko ngayon problema ko kung paano ako makakatulog ulit.
"You need to forget me iya."
"But i can't bubby."
"Of course you can" and then he held my hands and hug me.
"Even if you don't want to. You must do it. You need to forget me iya. Our relationship is not working anymore"
Umiwas ako ng tingin dahil hindi ko kaya salubungin ang mga titig niya. Dahil sa oras na gawin ko yon. Naninikip lalo ang dibdib ko.
"Iya look at me"
"NO"
"Iya Please look at me"
"i said NO, it isn't that clear for you ha! Mark I said no. And its final." Pagmamatigas ko at tumalikod sa kanya. Kinagat ko ang pangilalim kung labi para pigilan ang hikbi.
"Exactly iya, am I not clear of breaking up with you? Iya I'm ending this shits and that's final" mahinahon niyang sabi.
Di ko na mapagilan ang humikbi humarap ako sa kanya.
"Why?........am i not enough? Can't we just talk about it?.......why did you really have to leave me?......." Humikbing tanong ko.
"I made myself clear iya. I want to forget you, everything about you and you should also forget me too. You don't have to cling to pain iya. Let go, let me go" At tumalikod na sya
Hinabol ko sya at niyakap sa likod. Humagolgol ako sa likuran niya at ng makuntento ako. Humarap ako sa kanya at lumuhod.
I know this is insane but I don't care I loved him and i can't bear of losing him.
"Im begging, please stay with me mark. Please."
Niyakap ko ang binti niya. This time around. Wala akong paki sa mukha ko.
"You don't need to beg to someone to stay. Because if they really love you they will stay."
Bumitaw ako sa pagkakayap sa kanya at tumingin sa mga mata niya. Pero di ako tumayo at di ako tatayo hangga't hindi niya binabawi ang mga sinabi niya.
"Don't beg me to stay iya. Don't low your standards just to please me to stay. Now get up and fix yourself."
Nagumpisa na sya lumakad pero tumigil din ito
"Your life must goes on still without me. Be happy, do that for me"
At tuluyan na syang lumayo kasabay non ang pagbuhos ng Ulan.
Ito na batalaga ang katapusan para satin mark?
"Be happy? what a joke" mapakla kung sabi and tears falls to my cheeks
"Goodnight to me" bulong ko sa sarili ko at natulog na ulit.
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BINABASA MO ANG
My Accidentally Boyfriend ( COMPLETED )
Teen FictionWe don't meet people by accident they are meant to cross our path for a reason... Either it lasts forever or for a meantime happiness.
