Okay so its 2am rn and i'm like super dismayed bc my friends and I were talking earlier (aka 12am) and they're hanging out together and idk I feel so awkward because I haven't really talked to them much?? When I went to talk to Bella the other day it was like really weird?? I'm pretty sure I'm over-reacting but honestly. Also I had this wave of suddenly being socially inept and I somehow managed to ramble over fucking text and I felt like I was bothering them. I mean, I feel kinda out of place bc I haven't seen them all summer, only really talked to them over text, and they are constantly hanging out and I feel like I'm being forgotten and idk. I was actually so overjoyed when i was invited to hang out on Tuesday bc they never invited me aneywhere else all summer...
I'm over thinking this aren't I?
