Wish upon a cloud(Tyde Levi)

A normal day

My best friend Troye was fast asleep on my bed. He looked so peaceful while he slept. Even though he had such a baby face he looked even younger, less stressed.

Troye had come over earlier, not unusual for me. He looked totally normal. He was wearing jeans and a t shirt. His hair was messy and he looked really cute. Then I noticed the red nose and puffy eyes, he'd been crying.

"Troye",I'd said upon opening the door and he just collapsed into my arms sobbing. I had no idea what was wrong, I just held him and comforted him.

When we got up to my room I didn't ask what was wrong. If Troye wanted to tell me then he'd tell me. After twenty minutes of him trying to talk he suddenly burst out "I'm gay", and continued to bawl his eyes out.

I'll admit this was a shock. This was not what I was expecting. I wasn't prepared for this. "It's alright", I said because I didn't know what else to say. "One second", I told him getting up off the bed. I went to the bathroom and composed myself for a minute. God, what he must think of me now. And that was the moment I realised I could never have him. He could never be mine. And the thought of him being gay upset me so much more than it should because him telling me meant we could never be together.
I had spent all those years trying to make him like me. But it wasn't that he didn't like me. He didn't like girls full stop.

I wad up some tissue and head back across the landing to my room where Troye is somewhat calmer than before. He sniffles as I come in.

"I'm gay", he says again. And I smile "what are you crying for?", I ask him sitting down beside him on the bed. He looks confused. "I mean, why is that a bad thing?" And he looks at me with a blank expression.
"Who else knows", I ask.
"Mum,dad,Sage,Steele,Tyde,you, Granny,my cousins and aunties and uncles", he replies and he's stopped crying now.
"Well,that's enough for now", I say "but soon you're gonna have to tell all those Troyeblemakers", I smile and Troye smiles a sad smile. "Ya I guess"
"Troye you shouldn't be ashamed of this. You should be proud. You are able to say yeah I'm gay and I'm happy I'm gay. Don't let anyone tell you you should be ashamed. They only say this because you have the guts to come out and be openly gay. I still love you no matter what"

He smiles again but it's still sad. I know Troye and I know it will take him a while to get his head around it but when he does he'll be proud of who he is. That's the type of guy Troye is.
"I'm really tired",he yawns and lays down and I watch him fall asleep.
Just as he's drifting off I whisper "I'll always love you", and I kiss his forehead. I'm not sure if he heard or if he was asleep but I think I saw a ghost of a smile play across his lips.

Okay first chapter up yaay
This is a Tyde fanfic not Troye so just hang in there
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Luv u lots
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