HARRY'S POV
*1 week later*
My life has been a big huge mess since Sarah broke up with me.
"Harry?" Louis knocked on my door.
"Go away." I said.
"Harry, you have to get up." He walked into my room.
"What's the point?"
"You have to live life and take a shower." He said with a disgusted face. "Whens the last time you ate?"
"It doesn't matter anymore. Life has no meaning without her." I sighed.
"Well at least take a shower, maybe we could go clubbing after and you can forget about her."
"I don't want to forget about her, I love her Lou!" The water works started again.
"I know you do, but your going to have to move on sometime."
"I wouldn't be able to even if I tried."
"Well, have you spoken to her." I shook my head no somewhat ashamed. "What are you waiting for." He took my phone to dial her number.
"No, I'll go to her house." I smelled my self, ew! "After I shower!
"That's my best mate!" Louis cheered.
After my shower I headed to Sarah's house. I waited fifteen minutes before being able to ring the door bell. Once I did I felt like I was going to die from nerves.
"Harry?" Sarah asked confused. "What are you doing here."
"Look can we talk?"
"NO!"
"Please?!"
"I have nothing to say to you!"
"then don't talk, just listen!"
"You have five minutes!"
"Thank you soo much Sarah!"
"Four minutes and forty three seconds."
"Okay, okay!"
"I didn't kiss her, she kissed me!"
"How do I know your not lying?"
"Look can I be truthful with you?" She nodded skeptically.
"I did cheat on you once."
"WHAT?!" She yelled.
"Not on purpose." I quickly said. "I was drunk."
"Doesn't matter you cheated on me twice!"
"No, babe!"
"Don't call me that, jerk! Not once, but twice." She cried. "Your a lying, dirty cheater!" Ouch that stung a bit. Okay, a lot!
"I'm sorry I really am!"
"You think sorry is going to work?"
"No, but I wish it would." I muttered.
"Look, I want to forgive you but I don't think I'm ready." I sighed I guess that's the best I'm going to get. "How do I know it wont happen again."
"Because, I love you! I really do!"
"I love you too!" She said.
"Are we back together?" I asked hopeful.
"Not yet. We can start as friends and build up our relationship." I sighed.
"I guess that's okay."
"Harry," She sighed. "It's for the best." I nodded not knowing what to say to that.
"Well, I guess I should be going now." She weakly smiled and showed me out the door.
"Bye, I'll miss you! I'll always love you!" (AND I--I--I--EYAY WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!! LOL)
"I'll always love you too! I hope that one day we can be together again."
"One day." She repeated. "Hopefully."
When I got to my car I let all the tears come out. I can't believe I messed this up. The best thing I ever had I messed up! Damn me!
"Harry? Is that you?" Louis asked when I walked in the door.
"Yeah."
"How did it go?"
"I don't know man. I really messed this one up."
"Sorry bro." He hugged me.
"She's better without me. I'm a mess up. I can't treat her the way she deserves to be treated."
"Don't say that! Everyone makes mistakes."
"You think she can ever forgive me?"
"Yeah soon mate."
"Thanks, your the best!"
"Want to go out tonight?"
"For a drink?" I asked.
"Yeah, with the other boys."
"No thanks."
"Aw come on!"
"Drinking has got me into enough trouble."
"You don't have to drink, just come on!"
"Oh, I don't know."
"Please." He pleaded.
"Fine." I sighed he smirked.
"Be ready by ten-thirty, were going to find you a new girl." No! I will not even look at another girl.
"No! Louis!" He ran out of the room before I could say anything. Damn him! I'll get him later.
A/N: I NEED TO MAKE LONGER CHAPTERS :(
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