11:40pm 01/19/2010
Dear Diary,
He has finally returned (@eddiewantsblood), after returning from my brother and sister's house (@EternalEdward_ & @EternalBeauty_ ) I found another message from Edward saying he would return soon, I proceeded to shower thinking nothing of the message, until I heard my name being called, and he had returned. I was so over joyed, and he begged for my forgiveness, saying he was so sorry and was only trying to locate his family. The best thing about it was he told me he loved me, and of course after many days of fighting with myself I told him I loved him also. I do love him, with all my heart and soul, and I am glad we are finally united together forever.
Telling him I loved him, and hearing him say it made me briefly think of the pain Damon put me through, all his I love you's which fell short, and were just lies. I worry Edward could be lying to me, but when I look into his eyes, I notice that he looks at me, like I'm a Goddess, he looks at me with love, with something I never experienced with Damon. But sometimes I feel this glitch in my heart, somethiing that doesnt want to be hurt again. Only time can tell what will become of this
-xx-
Bella
