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Fangirling and Idolizing

Camila
I had just arrived in Paris and all I can say is WOW. The city is so beautiful and I'm so glad I can spend it with my girls and family. It was night time over here and the city just looked alive. It kind of reminded me of Chicago at night. "So, where shall we go first?" Ally said still mesmerized by the city. "We could go to the Eiffel Tower but I want to save that for last." Normani said. Before I could put in my comment, my phone along with the girls' phones went off like crazy.

I looked at my screen and noticed #Y/NIsAHarmonizer was trending worldwide. I unlocked my phone and went on to twitter to see what the commotion was about. The fan accounts that I followed kept retweeting the same video and I decided to watch it.

"GUYS! Y/N PARKER IS A FAN!" I couldn't even contain my excitement. I mean like how could I? Even before I auditioned for the X Factor I remembered her career rising along with One Direction. I mean I'm a fan of the both of them but I love Y/N way more than I do with One Direction. I remember even saying that all I did was watch One Direction and Y/N Parker videos during my audition for the X-Factor. And the thing is, Y/N is only a year older than me so age is definitely not a problem.

While trying to calm myself down, the girls were also freaking out. They loved Y/N just as much as I do. We even preordered her 5th album but I couldn't tell the world because management has too big of a pride and ego to let me do it. Once I was fully calm again, I watched the rest of the video. "And another thing. No, Camila and I are not in a relationship but if that's your ship then keeping shipping it. Just make sure the fanfic is good." She then winked to the crowd and I swear at that moment my knees just caved in. Like I am honestly, no immensely turned on by that little wink she just did. Uhhh, why does she have this effect on me? It's like I can't even think straight, like I am very gay just by looking at her.

The girls don't know it yet but I am bi. We've been together for three years and I'm still afraid to tell them. They're my family and I don't want to lose them just because of my sexuality. They mean everything to me and I value their opinions the most out of everyone.

But I just came to a realization, the Y/N Parker knows my name. I'm freaking out again. This is honestly one of the best days ever. I made myself calm down to tweet something real quick.

@camilacabello97: I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT @Y/N_Parker IS A FAN OF FIFTH HARMONY! IM IN THAT BAND! LIKE IM FREAKING OUT!

I couldn't care less that I might get in trouble with my management for freaking out like this on social media but eh they can just suck it. "Guys! This just feels too good to be true. Like I can't believe she knows us."

I was day dreaming for a couple seconds before Dinah pinched me. "What the heck Dinah?" I said while rubbing my arm. "Well now you know it's real and that Y/N is ACTUALLY A FREAKIN FAN!" Dinah said jumping up and down which caused me to do the same. I felt my phone vibrate more and I looked at the notification:

Twitter Notification
@Y/N_Parker mentioned you in a tweet

My eyes couldn't even believe nor process what I just saw. I quickly went on to Twitter and looked at the tweet.

@Y/N_Parker: @camilacabello97 How can I not be a fan of a group that I idolize so much?

"GUYS! Y/N IDOLIZES US! OMG!" I swear this moment was the happiest I've been for a while. But I still didn't know what to do? Like how do I respond to that? I didn't want to say anything that will look weird or like embarrassed myself. Wait, I probably already did embarrass myself. 

Before I could do anything the girls and I had to go to a hotel and I lost my connection to the wifi. Hopefully I can tweet back to her soon, I didn't want to make her think that I didn't like her.

One by one, we made our way into the van. I sat at the back with Dinah. Mani and Ally sat in the middle while Lauren sat with our new head of security, who's name I didn't know, at the front.

On the way to the hotel, I couldn't stop thinking about Y/N's tweet. It was only a tweet under 140 characters but yet it managed to still have a big impact on me. A smile appeared on my face knowing that the love my life idolizes me.

Oh Y/N Parker, what have you done to me?