Ruined

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You play me like a symphony

Play me till your fingers bleed

I'm your greatest masterpiece

You ruin me

***Jade's P.O.V***

___3 WEEKS LATER___

I sat in front of Louis and Kate smoking a cigarette carelessly "seriously Jade you need to stop and return to your old self again" I kept giving him a blank expression I have a massive headache due to the hangover I have "why should I?" I puffed out the smoke Kate decided to speak up for the first time since we got here "why? Because you should focus your career maybe find the one and get married fall in love and have a happy ending" her words mad me super angry I stood up so fast and winced due to my hangover "get married? are you kidding me? did you ever think who's gonna walk you down the isle? fall in love? I fell in love and now I'm ruined by it " I took my things and stormed out of the coffee as I threw my cigarette away

If you're wondering what happened to me let me tell you turns out that my dad left me a TON of money I can live for ten years with them without working so now I like to party all night and sleep all day, I'm happy with the way I'm living but sadly Louis isn't happy with it the rest of the group too but they didn't say anything about it, I don't really care and I don't feel lonely at night anymore because every night I have different boy with me.

I threw myself at the coach of my cold apartment and threw my head back while shutting my eyes trying to get rid of the pain but sadly my phone rang, I looked at the name and found that it was El

"hey El"

"hello babe, I missed you" she told me softly

"I missed you too El" I haven't seen her since the funeral I shivered at the thought of that day

"so I need you to stop by our apartment for something important okay?"

"okay, when do you need me?" I asked her

"now if you can" I huffed and shook my head

"fine but let me shower and have my coffee first "

we ended the call as I walked to my room to take out what I'm going to wear after the shower I settled down for a black sweat pants and white crop top with a long grey cardigan I decided to choose the shoes when I get out from the shower I put the outfit on the bed and walked to my bathroom

I got out of the shower and wore my bath robe I stared at myself in the mirror I had dark circles under my tired dull blue eyes with remains from my eyeliner, I blow dried mt hair a little bit then put it in a messy bun as I walked out of my bathroom to put on my clothes

I rang the door bell and waited for someone to open it, Eleanor opened the door for me she smiled weakly at me and I did the same I couldn't bring myself to get back to who I was 3 weeks ago she greeted me and lead me to the living where everyone was there even Jaden, Kate and Tyler except Em.

"oh you're all here" I told them with sarcasm I know exactly where is this going, they're going to talk about my changing and how it's so bad for me before anyone can reply "start with your lecture please" I told them as I took a seat next to Tyler

Jaden was the first to talk "Jade I'm not here to tell you get back to me although I wish you would I'm here to tell you that this is not the jade I knew this is not even the jade I loved you were a much better person than me and I always tried to keep it this way please get back to your self, I mean look at you, you look kinda" he stopped for a minute "kinda.. ruined" he looked down at the floor unable to look me in the eye I don't know why but his word fired something in me it made me angry

"RUINED? YES I DON'T ONLY LOOK RUINED I'M RUINED YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY? BECAUSE YOU RUINED ME, I WAS THE BEST THING YOU HAD BUT YOU TOOK ME FOR GRANTED AND YOU RUINED ME YOU RUINED MY FAMILY MY FRIENDSHIPS EVERY SINGLE THING I HAVE" I took a deep breath and closed my eyes holding back the tears" you dumped me for a very stupid reason and when I tried to call you or keep in touch you pushed me away you said exactly 'even seeing your face pisses me off' what were you thinking? I have feelings you know, and by the way I don't care what you do now or why you're here because you made me numb that I don't feel or care how you feel anymore" I turned around and pointed at Zayn "and you" his eyes snapped up to mine " you took the only piece of innocence I had and the way you acted about it ruined me too so I hope you both feel guilty for the damage"

I got out of the building and the cold air hit my face I stopped and took a deep breath and let the tears go I heard my name being called from Harry so I wiped my tears and put on a fake smile and turned around to find him and Niall running towards me Harry reached me first and pulled me in a hug "I just wanted to tell you that I am very proud of what you did up there, and Niall wanted to make you smile because a girl like you shouldn't be sad" Niall joined our hug "I love you guys" I told them truthfully

Now I'm in the car with Harry and Niall they're taking me shopping we were singing and dancing my new favorite song was playing and I was dancing to it "so baby pull me closer in the back seat of your rover that I know you can't afford bite that tattoo on your shoulder" I sang as I danced while Harry who was driving laughed at Niall's moves I was truly happy for a moment

***NEXT MORNING***

I woke up to my door bell ringing I looked at the clock it said 7 am who could it be? I looked at the stranger sleeping next to me well last nigh was wild I wrapped the sheets around my naked body, I went downstairs to open the door to see who came this early I opend the door and to my surprise it was..

"Zayn?"

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