Nothing Stays The Same

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Everything will change
Nothing stays the same
Nobody here's perfect
Oh, but everyone's to blame

*** Zayn’s  P.O.V***

I groaned as I turned around the headache will kill me I can’t deiced if I should open my eyes or keep them closed I don’t want my headache to increase I have to open them anyway sooner or later and I prefer to do things sooner I opened them but I regretted opening them  

Jade was lying next to me out of all the girls Jade my personal assistant I don’t know why I am feeling angry and nervous maybe because I am shocked I don’t know why I am nervous it’s just like any night stand like every time I take Perrie home I just laid there looking at her in complete shock what the hell did I do

her icy blue eyes opened she blinked it I didn’t hesitate to get up and search for my clothes quickly I really don’t know what got in my head but I don’t want to face her I wore my pants quickly I stole a glance at jade she sat up as she held the sheets tightly to cover herself  “Zayn?” she asked confusedly

I looked at her for a second as I wore my jacket then I walked out the room I heard light feet following me as I walked down the hall “Zayn? “She asked again but I didn’t turn I continued walking I was going to open the door but her voice stopped me “Zayn answer me “her voice was louder than before “now” she demanded I turned around “ look Jade this meant nothing no one should know about it okay? W both sleep around a lot okay? “I told her quickly and turned around this time I opened the door he hand gripped my wrist tight

“I don’t sleep around you do you just took my virginity in there last night so no it’s not nothing “ she said as she pointed at her room “ and I am not telling anyone but if someone asked me I am not lying “ she smirked I don’t know why she is acting like a bitch “ so you’re telling me that you can’t lie “ I asked her with a chuckle “ no I can lie I am very good at it I was in a relationship with a drug dealer so I can lie and fight and do things that you can’t imagine but this time I am the one who is deciding what happens okay sweetie ? “ that fucking bitch “ LOOK I DON’T FUCKING CARE ABOUT THAT PIECE OF INFORMATION ALL I CARE ABOUT THAT THIS DOES NOT GET OUT OF THIS APARTMENT “ I walked out and slammed the door I can’t believe she turned out to be like this

***Jade’s P.O.V***

I just laid there on my bed for hours I don’t have tears in me to cry I don’t have something to cry on I stared at the ceiling the only thing I did after Zayn left was changing the sheets and wearing one of Jaden’s T-Shirts I wanted to shower but I am afraid of getting rid of his touch I realized that I really like him

My phone rang it was Emily I could use a friend right now I answered

“Emily? “

“Oh my god you don’t sound okay “

“I slept with my boss

“I know I saw you two leaving together I am 15 minutes away of your apartment do you want me to come? “

“Yes please come over “

“ on my way “ we ended the call

The door bell rang It’s not Emily of course we just hung up I got up from my bed and walked towards the door I opened it “Jaden?” a Slap from his right hand made its way towards my cheek I clutched my cheek “what the hell “I screamed at him my cheek is on fire he gripped on my hair hard I let out a scream “so you want to be a whore? I will treat you like a whore “he pushed me against the wall hard I fell around he slapped me again “so you couldn’t keep your panties on huh? “Another slap he hovered on me “ you weren’t like that  you changed I want the old you back “ he is completely out of his mind “ the old me you’re the one who made her go away you changed me you made me come to this mess why ? because you’re a jerk you left me you kicked me out after letting go of my family and friends EVERYTHING for you I fucking hate you “he slapped me this time harder than any slap I received from him he kicked me in my belly “I don’t want to hear you voice “he grabbed my head and hit it on the wall not hard enough to be in danger but to be painful it made my hangover worse he kept hitting me everywhere but no tear came down from my eyes

“OH MY GOD YOU MONSTER LET GO OF HER “I smiled Emily is here to save me he listened to her and left meminute later I heard the door slam I winced at the loud sound Emily ran to me and tried to get me up “ you okay sweetheart ?” she asked me slowly she was In fear of doing anything that will hurt more I nodded “it's okay, it 's just one more wound added to the many I have "

" I told her coldly as I limbed towards my room I won’t cry I won’t waste any tears on him Emily followed me to my room “Hey jade why don’t you take a shower the, hot water will help with the pain “

*** Emily’s P.O.V***

Jade went to take the shower I feel bad for she doesn’t deserve any of it she just fell in love with wrong person and then when she trusted someone to let him in he left in the morning but I need help to help her because I don’t know how to cheer a person up I don’t know if she want anyone with us but I need to cheer her up look at her she became cold within minutes that bastard beat her the hell up she could barely walk

Jade came out she looks emotionless I wonder what it takes for a person to be like her I know that her past was hard and over it her family can’t accept her back only her father “bring me a brush I will brush your hair for you okay ?” I asked her sweetly she smiled and nodded I think she can’t talk but I am not stopping at this I want her to talk and let it all out “how are you feeling love ?” she sat in front of me and handed me the brush “I can’t feel anything “ she paused for a second “but all I know that it hurts to ask myself every night ‘does it depress you … to know how alone you really are  ? “ she finally cried and let the tears free I was worried about that I read somewhere that crying helps to let the anger out I brushed her hair softly “ you are not alone I am here I am your friend I will always be here even if it’s just me and you against the world from now on I am your sister I have your back “ I told her as I hugged her from behind tears escaped my eyes at my friend’s state I don’t  want to see her like this never again “ thank you” she whispered

So here is the new chapter I know it’s boring but the next will amazing I have exams so I don’t have all the time to write sorry it’s short OH AND REALLY THANK YOU GUYS 1.4K READS THAT’S AMAZING YOU’RE THE BEST READEERS

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