And I can feel him add my name to his list
I'm nothing more than a number
But I'll admit, I'd still do anything
Just to feel that feeling once more
Cause when he looked in my eyes
I swear he set my world on fire
***Jade's P.O.V***
I think I made my mind about what I am doing for the baby and it's the best for the three of us for me, for the baby and for Zayn I had to think about him and how he will act towards the baby I closed my eyes imagining what will happen in the next few days thinking about it hurts my head I told Kate everything happened to me I needed someone far from the work and Zayn I need someone who doesn't know him
The door bell pulled me away from my thoughts I got up from the couch wiping any remaining tears and quickly re-doing my messy bun I opened the door to see my worst nightmare for the third time
"Get out of here before I call the security" I told him with a loud voice hoping for any of my neighbors to come out and rescue me
"Just hear me" he begged me but I stood there shaking my head coldly I shut the door hard in his face I slid down against the door as I shut my eyes hard to keep me from crying but I couldn't hold it any longer I let out a sob, my life is complete mess I slept with my boss and now I'm carrying his baby, I let out another sob, And for the first time in four years I need my daddy here with me and this is making me cry harder, hot tears kept streaming down my cheeks about all I've been through in the last four years how did I get here, living all alone , losing my family , pregnant, depressed and broken
my phone rang I didn't want to answer but I need distraction from over-thinking I got up as I wiped my tears with back of my hands I grabbed my phone and it was Kate I smiled she is all I need right now I answered her
"Hello"
"Jade how are you now ?"
I smiled at her kindness "I'm god now thank god"
"your voice doesn't sound good, you okay ?"
"to be honest I'm not so good today"
"we can hang out tomorrow if you want?" I was so happy with Idea she is the right person I want to talk with now
"yeah how about lunch time?"
"good for me the same park?"
"yeah good for me"
with that we ended the call all I need now is to sleep I have work tomorrow I got some designs that I want to show Harry and I have to call the clinic I can't believe I'm carrying a baby, I went up to my room I took all my clothes off and put on an old T-shirt it's Jaden's but I stole it back then
I laid on my back I know that it's not good for a pregnant woman to sleep on her side I closed my eyes while taking a deep breath I put my hand on my stomach and said softly "Hey there baby, you know I hope you're a baby girl but if you're a boy I will love you the same you know I haven't met you yet but I'm sure you're amazing and beautiful but.." my eyes began tearing up "I'm sorry for what I'm going to do, I'm sorry for your dad, I'm sorry for the way you came and I'm sorry you have such a fu*ked up mother I'm really sorry" I rubbed my belly and dozed off.
I walked through the darkness all alone in a ripped long dress it has dirt on it and some parts are ripped open, I looked around me searching for any light here until I saw him I ran as fast as my legs could go towards him
"Eldon" I called out his name as I put my hand on his cheek he still looked the same like a confused little puppy I was so happy that I found him again just like a littke girl who ran into her daddy's arms after a long hard day, I studied his face closely his eyes are teary he looked sad
"Eldon?" He didn't reply for the second time today I long for hearing his voice one more time "Eldon what's wrong talk to me" I shook his head so he can wake up from whatever he's in "you forgot me boo" this sentence killed me "No"
"NO NO NO" I looked around and found myself in my room Eldon I didn't forget about him but no one can know what's happened in the past.. no one
*SKIP TO LUNCH TIME*
I was sitting in front of Kate on a table inside Starbucks "so you're pregnant?" I nodded she's still shocked "and it's from your boss?" I nodded once again "and it happens to be Zayn malik one of the most successful men around the world oh my god what are you planning to do with the baby?"
"I'll tell you but you can't tell anyone alright?" she nodded "Abortion" I told her coldly "WHAT" she screamed in my face people around us gave us dirty looks " what the hell you can't just do that the baby has every right to live okay?"
"just hear me out" I took a sip from my orange juice she noddod for me to say what I have
"I don't want my daughter to feel the same way at night and I'm such a fuc*ed up mother just let me be okay? And I have to go see you later"
I walked out the café after saying goodbye to kate but I got an unexpected call from the one and only Zayn Malik
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My Boss ( Zayn Malik Fanfic )
FanfictionJade greens a girl who is trying to run away from her past she applied for a job what happens when her boss is a powerful hot man known for his flings you can simply figure it's Zayn Malik the one and only the famous business man . what will hap...
