Love at its finest: Mithross Fan Fiction

•Chapter One•

(Max POV)

Its was late and i had just gotten back from work at the offices

another day of wishing Ross was mine

I whent into my bathroom that was connected to my room and decited to take a shower

i took off my shirt and looked into the mirror, i was very insecure about myself

i looked down at my wrists to see scars

whenever i see the small cuts it always reminded me of the situation of why i did it;

Because I wasnt good enough...

Because my parents didnt like me for myself...

Because i was too afraid...

Because i was depressed.

One day Ross will find me in the act... and i will be so humiliated...

i stripped the rest of my cloths and got in the shower

the hot water getting into the cuts made me hiss in pain

it was a neverending cycle of crying

i finished my shower, put my pajamas on, and just layed in my bed staring at the ceiling

Ross was my closest friend... would we one day be closer?

Maybe... in my wildest dreams...

~

the next morning i woke up around 6 am to get ready for work

i put on some jeans, vans, a red beanie, my black sweatshirt, and my 'Z' necklace on

if i wasnt wearing my black or gray sweatshirt, i was wearing a t-shirt and a jacket all day

i whent out of my room to make myself and Ross some eggs before we headed off to work

Ross came out of him room and i gave him some scrambled eggs on a plate

he was beyone adoreable, his cheeks were rosey and his smile was the light in my darkness

everytime i see him i wish i could just come out to him and tell him how much i love him

but its never that easy...

~

A few week passed, and Adam came up to me one day wile i was editing a video

"Max come here" he wispers

i give a confused look and get up and follow him

he took me into Jin's old office, it was completely empty

i followed him in and he shut the door once i was in

"what Adam?" i ask

"soooooooo Ross, eh?" he asks quietly with a smirk

"What?!" i shout-wisper

i pull my sweater over my knuckles and try holding back tears

why me?!

"Oh come on! Ive been watching you and whenever you are around Ross, you get super red! Im surprised he hasnt noticed!" Adam wispers "You are getting red now!"

he was right and i couldnt help it

"u-uh what?! NO! I-Im strait!" i lied

"cmon Max!"

"No Adam, please just-" i turn around to leave and he grabs my wrist

"Max wait!"

i turn around and hiss at the pain it caused me when he did it

"aahh!" i grab my wrist and rub it carefully

"Max..." he gives me a concerned look

Shit. i think he knows...

"I-I have to go..." i open the door and run out

i see Ross in the corner of my eye looking confused as i run out the front door

i go strait to the mens bathroom and close myself in one of the stalls and begin to cry in pain and embarasment

good thing nobody was in there at the time

i cried for what seemed like 30 minutes when i heard the door open, and i whent silent

"Max?"

i knew that voice

it was Ross...

I hope you guys enjoyed this first chapter!❤️