I wrote a speech.
And I learnt that speech.
And I was going to tell you that speech until a beautiful voice in my head said, No.
I feel awful, I have nothing to tell you back but this god forsaken speech.
And now my stupid self is back in her not-so-happy place, rocking back and forth, eyes shut trying not to cry. Thinking of my favourite one of them, mother.
I'm not stupid I'm efficient, I keep telling myself.
For her, of mother.
I don't know what was going through my head when I thought I could do this. I'm a wreck, and this stupid letter didn't help.
I was too hopeful, just like mother.
I was too determined, just like you.
But now I have nothing to give you in return.
YOU ARE READING
b e a u [ paused ]
Romanceheld on hiatus, although will be continuing. |~|~| Pronunciation~ "B- OH" -- He loved her. She loves him. He hurts her. She didn't realise he was hurting too. _._._._. Nia Marrie --2017 Will include violence and mature co...