Why. Why when the school year is NEARLY OVER do teachers force more tests and exams on us. More specifically, ON THE SAME FUCKING DAY ONE RIGHT AFTER THE OTHER.
Not only do I have a maths test tomorrow that I've had no time to revise for, but I've also got to give a presentation to my English class in the next lesson. It's straight after the maths test.
I should add that we were only told about both within the last few days, when there has been trips and sports day to worry about as well.
I CAN'T HANDLE ALL THIS INFORMATION AT ONCE. IT'S STRESSING ME OUT TO THE POINT WHERE I DON'T EVEN WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL UNTIL AFTER BOTH TORMENTS ARE OVER.
It doesn't help that I get panic attacks just being around people; do they REALLY THINK I can get through this without panicking and potentially fucking my grades up?!
The irony of the situation is that I'm giving a presentation on public speaking anxiety haha
Why do I bother trying to get my hopes up about school nearly being over for summer
It just leads to stress and tears and fear and wanting to hide and just not exist for a while
I should just give up while I'm ahead
I'll only fuck up anyways, so why bother?
It's pointless
But I shouldn't be ranting about my problems, right? I'm just wasting people's time and making them pay attention to me
Why did I think this was a good idea in the first place
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Random Book 2: The Return of the Nerd
RandomBasically a book of random updates and stuff. There isn't much else to say tbh XD
