Random Book 2: The Return of the Nerd

Why did I expect to be getting any better at this

So for a couple of months I've been able to keep on track with school but it's all starting to fall apart and I wonder why I even bothered trying to get my life together in the first place

I mean, I'll only end up a nervous wreck who'll probably be kicked out of college due to not keeping on schedule

Why do I bother trying anymore

It's all going to go to shit anyways

I should just give up

Okay I'll stop talking, I'm only making things worse for others

I'm sorry, I don't mean to upset anyone