F L O R A L S

Hiatuses & Muses

My mind is blocked and I can't sleep and I'm crying and crying and crying

 looking for some inspiration or muse to trigger this release of emotion that can no longer be expressed in words

It's like losing an arm,

or a leg

or your mind 

slowly, piece by piece, 

and you're aware of it,

you're just so goddamn aware of it 

yet you're helpless to the fact

that you're falling

f

      a

            l

                  li 

                      n

                               g

and there is no one and nothing to stop your bones from smashing and your mind from crashing at the bottom of the chasm. 

hiatuses suck and I want to write but I need to make sure I write well enough for you all. better things are coming, I promise