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19 ; yoongi

2 weeks later.

(IM SORRY BUT IM OBSESSED WITH THIS SONG FROM SUPER JUNIOR EVEN IF IT CAME OUT 10 YEARS AGO)
"Cause I can't stop
No I can stop
The first moment I saw you
I couldn't help but want you
Don't look at me like that

I haven't started the game with you yet
Focus on my fortune telling skills
I will find your perfect match
I will be that man
Cause I can't stop thinking about you boy
I'm going to make you mine
No I can't stop thinking about a boy
I want us to be together

Your youthful, soft skin
And your long, fragranced hair
When you attack me with an angry voice
There's no way I can win
I've prepared a magic trick for you
There's a ring inside this rose
I will be your man
Cause I can't stop thinking about you boy
I want to be with you
No I can't stop thinking about you boy
Don't just leave me here
Cause I can't stop thinking about you boy
I'm going to make you mine
No I can't stop thinking about you boy
I want us to be together

Your subtle scent brings back memories
My heart beat quickens whenever I look into your eyes
I've tried to forget you but it's not possible
I will run towards and find you
To make you mine, I'll risk all that I've got
I'm going to lose it all
Take note, the game has already started
Now I'm going to be your man
I'll make you want me, be attached to be (can't stop)
Cause I can't stop thinking about you boy
I want to be with you
No I can't stop thinking about you boy
Don't just leave me here
Cause I can't stop thinking about you boy
I'm going to make you mine
No I can't stop thinking about you boy
I want us to be together
Cause I can't stop
No I can't stop
Cause I can't stop"

once i finished rapping one of my new songs i had made i sat down and started to listen to it again. i wanted to make it perfect. so over the past 2 weeks i met a vocalist that agreed to help me with this track and multiple other ones since i did not know how to sing. his name was lee jihoon, who oddly looked like me. his boyfriend kwon soonyoung also comes by now and then to help us with lyrics or to just simple come by. jimin? i haven't heard from him. i wasn't expecting to but i still thought about him all the time. it was pathetic really. jihoon and soonyoung know about my past and always comfort me when i need it.

next morning.

today i felt weird i had no idea why. i walked into my new studio which has a lot of more space than the one in korea. i was happy about that. as i started to write ideas for a new song i was going to write called loser. i was about to start creating the beat of the song when i heard a knock. i thought it was jihoon so i yelled a quick come in. but the sight i saw was very surprising. it was jimin. but a skinnier less healthy version of him. his eyes were red and puffy , he looked like he just walked out of a zombie movie. he looked absolutely terrible but yet still beautiful and perfect in my eyes.

'h-hello yoongi'