im jealous. of the girl i had sex with, the ones i wanted to have sex with. all the guys i've been "in love" with. i am jealous of my boy. im jealous of my fucking crack whore sister, and i cant seem to be okay with myself and that is fucked up. i am fucking fucked up. its a shame i cant be myself and not judge myself. that i want to be something more, but im too fucking lazy and scared to change. PEOPLE LITERALLY BELIEVE IN ME. WHY CAN'T I?! this is all a fucking whirlwind- AND DON'T YOU DARE COMMENT ON THE AMOUNT OF TIMES I HAVE SAID "FUCK" OR ANY OF THE VARIATIONS, PLEASE JUST.. PLEASE LET ME BE. please just let me vent or be noticed for something other than what i am. im done crying for now. thank you.
VOUS LISEZ
behold the sun
Non-Fictionthis is going to be many things just stick around to see how fu**ed it is
