Save Me (MxM)

14~Remember

"I'm sorry, but you kind of are." Aiden spoke with a smirk plastered all over his face, making Violet pout.

"Babe did you hear what he ju-" I cut her off.

"Let's just go upstairs" I sighed before standing up and grabbing her hand in the process. Aiden had a huge smirk, mocking her that he had been victor. Violet just squinted her eyes as if to tell him 'I'll get you next time'.

The two of them always go back and forth like this, and I was not in the mood to hear their banter. I just ignored both of them and looked at Luke, yet again he was facing up, until Aiden spoke.

"You know what Luke, we should go for a walk outside!" Aiden spoke excitedly, making Luke smile warmly, and give him a nod in agreement.

There was an odd sensation in my chest at his suggestion, and at the fact that Luke agreed so quickly. Would he have agreed if it were me that asked?

"You seem off today, are you okay?" Violet drug me out of my thoughts. I shook my head, trying to seem unaffected.

"Yeah, I've just been getting headaches these past few days." I lied, well partially lied since just looking at Luke and Aiden made me get headaches. Did I feel bad about it? Not really.

She gave a sympathetic smile so I came closer to her and kissed her softly on the lips, tasting her fruity lip gloss.

"So what do you think is going on between Aiden and Luke?" Violet asked, making me cringe once she got to the last part.

"I'm not sure," I tried to avoid the subject. I've had enough of seeing them together this morning, the last thing I wanted to do was talk about what was going on between them.

"Do you think Aiden wants something with Luke? I honestly can't see why he would, since you haven't figured out what he is yet, but then again I guess it would be kind of cute to see them together. Considering the fact that your brother is bi and everything." I mentally slapped myself but felt like slapping her. She just had to bring that up, didn't she?

"They would make a great couple, wouldn't they?" I was getting tired of this conversation, I was getting tired of having to worry whether Aiden was going to take Luke away from me, just like he has done several other times with several other women. Why should I care, though? If Luke wants to walk into the wolf's den, then he should go right on ahead and do so. He's a man after all and can make his own decisions without supervision. He can protect himself.

I grabbed Violet and pulled her towards me, effectively ending the conversation.

"You know what Violet, let stop talking about other people and start talking about you and I." I whispered seductively into her ear, holding her tighter.

"We should, but this isn't the right place to be" she whispered back, biting her lip seductively.

I took her by surprise when I suddenly picked her off of the ground, as if she were as light as a feather. I carried her through the hall and tried not to think about the day I watched Luke from that very same spot, as he cried by the garden. My efforts were futile, however, when I turned to peek out the window.

Luke and Aiden were sitting on that same bench, and my chest began to feel funny again. Not wanting to think about him, I turned back around and focused on getting to my bedroom. For most people walking away from two people chatting on a bench wouldn't be a big deal, but to me it seemed as if I was leaving my whole world behind.
I wanted to stop, to drop Violet and turn around, to march outside and demand Aiden to leave Luke alone. But instead of doing those things, I kept on going. I walked past Luke's bedroom, once again trying not to pause, and headed towards my room. There I laid Violet carefully on the bed before climbing on top of her.

I loosened my tie but before I could pull it off Violet used it to pull me closer towards her. She gave me a lust filled kiss, causing my fangs to gradually come out and gently scrape her bottom lip. I took a moment to pull back and look into her eyes as she lickd the blood away, but I couldn't stand to hold her stare. Her eyes weren't the color that I longed to see staring back at me.

For a second Violet wasn't there anymore, and in her place was Luke. His eyes staring yet never focusing on me, his soft hair falling gently on his forehead.

"Haden?" I blinked and he was gone, Violet was back and so was the weird feeling in my chest. I shook my head, and without another word I kissed her again. I needed to forget. Her lips were soft and subtle, and my mind once again went to Luke. How would his lips feel, taste? Would they be slightly chapped? Would they be plump and taste like his lipbalm? Does he even wear lipbalm?

Violet suddenly pushed me away, "Are you sure you're okay?"

Afraid of speaking, I just brought my lips back down onto hers. I tried to keep kissing her but it wasn't the same after thinking of kissing Luke. It wasn't good enough.

I stood from the bed and when my feet hit the floor I had a strong urge to walk out of the door, but instead I just removed the rest of my clothes.

Standing next to the bed I stared at Violet. Looking at her like this, breathless and seductive, was normally an instant turn on. But this time I found myself struggling to keep my erection. It's not that she was repulsive, far from it in fact. She just wasn't the body I wanted in my bed.

"Strip," I demanded. I had to keep going, I had to forget at some point. 

She sat up on her knees and removed the sundress she was wearing, and I made the faint connection that it as the one I got her for her birthday this year. I don't know why but the realization that she was wearing a gift I bought for her made me feel incredibly guilty. Here was this beautiful woman in front of me, completely naked, and waiting for my next move. She gave me her undivided attention and love, yet here I was wishing it were someone else in front of me. She deserved better.

Despite all of that, however, I still yearned for a different body. But for now, I just wanted to forget and deal with it later.

I pushed her so she was lying on her back before I climbed on top of her once again. She looked at me and smiled, but I couldn't return it. So I continued at what I was good at, giving pleasure.

I began kissing her neck when the throbbing in my fangs became too painful, and I bit into her delicate skin. As her blood filled my mouth I once again thought of Luke, and how sweet his blood tasted. It was much sweeter than Violet's. How would he look, with his head thrown back as he released a sigh of pleasure?

The more I tried to forget about him, the more I obsessed I became.
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