"Then why... Why were you such a jerk to me, from the moment we met, over two years ago?! I tried to be friendly, I got along with Micheal and Calum really well, and I tried so hard to be friends with you."
"Because Y/N I was jealous from the moment I saw you the first time two years ago. You were beautiful and so sweet and you were best friend with Ashton, and Micheal, and Calum instantly became friends with you. I knew I could never have you so I was angry. I took it out on you. It got worse when we toured with 1D because you'd come visit ans hang out with everyone, and of course the 1D lads are your befriended you too. So I got meaner and meaner, and you start fighting back which only make me more angry. I knew you could have any guy that you want and why would you choose me when you could have one of the other boys. Being around you made it worst because I realized I was falling got everything about you, every perfection, and imperfection about you. And every part of you I fell in love with, I could never have."
After his speech you stood in silent unable to find words.
"I'm so sorry Luke, I didn't know. Everything I said about you I didn't really mean" you say the only words you can think of.
"Your lying, you meant those things because they were true, I am an asshole, and a douche bag, and a 'fucking cocksucker" he said mimicking your voice.
You laugh and look up at him.
" Luke after every fight we had, I'd go home and fight with my own mind, I was extremely attracted to you and hopelessly falling for you and I'd yell at myself for being stupid, because you hated me and I could never have you. But the truth is its always been you. Ashton's like a brother to me, and the other boys are nice but I've been falling in love with you more and more everyday for a long time." You confessed. You lowered your head with tears prickling at your eyes again, because everything you have been so afraid to admit just poured out of your mouth to the one person you were scared the most of to tell.
He places to fingers under your chin and lifted your head slightly. He frowns when he saw the tears and pulled you forward towards him gently. He tightly wraps his long, strong arms around you booty, as you did the same and bent his head gently towards your ear.
"I am so sorry Y/N, I never meant anything I have ever said to you. You're not any of those things in the slightest, especially not a whore. I don't deserve you, I'm just a fuck-up who's hopelessly in love with you." he squeezes you tighter.
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I HATE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!
:)
~Hailey
