tw - LITERAL google search of 'how to kill urself'
DEAR DANIEL,
Once I walked in to your room an I saw your eyes looking lifeless at your computer screen. Scrolling through Tumblr was all you did those days. You only came out of there for food and you couldn't even keep that down.
Once you fell asleep with your laptop on. You were on Google. You know what I saw?
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Once, my heart broke.
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the only thing i had to do for that was to type in "h" and press enter. i had searched up "how to kill yourself" so many times that i didn't even have to type in the rest of the sentence. i wasn't planning on those links being purple but they are. because dan didn't click on them, i did. last night. at 3 am.
i am getting worse. much, much worse. and i'm afraid of what'll happen.
