Friends after all - Dean Winchester x Reader

Chapter 20

"Yeah 'cause you already aren't."

"True. Again. Alright, this is the last one. Besides I want to hear more about you."

"Me?" you raised an eyebrow and he nodded his head.

"Yeah, I've been talking almost all night and yesterday all day. You practically know everything about me. But I know very little about your life."

"It's nothing interesting." you mumbled playing with your food.

"That's what you're saying. But I'd like to believe the exact opposite."

"Why?" you couldn't help but ask "Why do you find me so interesting? I'm nothing special. Never was. And guys- guys like you never got so interested in me." you couldn't help but whisper.

"Well, I know I am not like other men. And if they don't want to know you then too bad for them because I know you have an amazing personality. I can't really explain why I want to know more of you because... I just do." he shrugged with a soft smile.

"Gosh" you breathed out "Where have you been all this time?"

"Somewhere I shouldn't." he placed his hand on top of your on the table.

You instantly looked at it and he was about to take it back but you stopped him before he could move. You looked at him in the eyes with a warm smile and gave his hand a squeeze that made a shy smile spread on his lips.

"I can't find the words to describe how thankful I am to you Sam."

"For what?"

"For coming into my life. For being all I could ever ask as a friend and much more."

"Well someone once said I am a really good catch so..." he trailed off shrugging and you giggled, looking down for a second.

"You are not going to let me hear the end of it, are you?"

"No way!" he said with a laugh and you chuckled slightly.

"My parents sometimes are really wearing on me after all." you shook your head.

"It's ok, mine do sometimes too."

"It's just- It's hard you know?" you looked up at him and he frowned for a second "Living in someone's shadow."

"What do you mean?" he held your hand firmly and at the same time comfortingly in his.

"I mean- my sister has always been their pride. She was and still is their favorite one. I'm not saying they didn't treat me right, because they did. They always cared about me just as much as they cared about her. But when she got engaged, well things changed a little bit. I still was the single one, the one that hadn't found a guy. It made me to never want to find one to be honest. The way they acted- I just-" you shook your head.

"(Y/n) you are on your own by choice, there's nothing wrong with that. And if you think it's because nobody thinks you're good enough then you are completely wrong." he squeezed your hand "You deserve someone that will treat just the way you deserve. Like you're their world. Honestly- you are a catch for anyone that would be lucky enough to even have a small part of your heart."

"Sam" you felt your heart beat wildly inside your chest, your face heating up dangerously.

"What?" he asked innocently and you shook your head.

"What am I going to do with you?"

"Well I have a few good ideas." he shrugged and you giggled.

"Sam!" you exclaimed, hitting his foot under the table and he chuckled more.