"What am I supposed to do
When the best part of me was always you
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
-Breakeven by The Script"
Ps, this is your bias' pov. It's any of the bts members.
Pps, contains censored words. Mature content ahead.
Bahala kayo, hahahaha. K bye.
I'm walking through the streets
Every single step is you I see
I'm in no control
You are my world
What can I do?
To keep my mind off from you.
I slammed shut the notebook after reading the 1st verse.
It's plain stupidity.
Bakit ba puro ganito ang nasusulat ko?
No sense in every word.
"Shit." I said. Pulling my hair in frustration.
After a while, my secretary walked to my direction.
She put her hands on my shoulder to my chest making my breath hitch.
"Lil friend, you're the one who asked for that heartbreaking concept para sa magiging poetry book mo, pero in the end, mumurahin mo yung gawa mo. You need rest, then." She nibbled my ear then nudged me to face her.
She looked deeply in my eyes then attached her lips on mine.
I pulled away, her lipstick messing to my mouth. I wiped the tint off.
I pointed the door telling her to go out.
Just by then, I began to think of you again.
How's your relationship with a fucker?
Where are you?
I've been worse since then.
Were you having a good time while letting me this heartbroken?
Were you sleeping comfortably while letting me drown to my nightmares?
Were you always okay while I'm here, worse and devastated?
How could you say such words that would make me this broke.
I pushed the table making it fall.
I kicked the swivel chair and punched your picture frame.
T*ngina mo, masaya ka na ba?
I let the blood drip out off my hand. This is not hurting unlike the one that you did.
I called all the janitors and told me to clean those mess. I gave them enough dollar to buy another table and things.
Money is no big deal for me.
But you is too much to let go.
Bakit mo ba ako ginaganito.
You've hurted me this much but I ended up needing you, again.
Ilang gayuma ba ang pinapainom mo sa akin noon?
I went outside the building and went to the bar.
Andaming lumalapit sakin na babaeng mas masarap kesa sayo. Gusto kong pumatol sa lahat ng pumapaligid sakin. But I ended up swatting them away.
Nasa isip ko pa rin kasi na iyo lang ako. Hindi ako magpapagalaw sa iba. Oh diba, bakla pakinggan?
Ilang shots palang ang ininom ko nang pumunta naman ako sa park. Kung saan mo ako hiniwalayan.
And what a coincidence, there you are. Boldly flirting with your new boyfriend.
Ang bitch mo talaga eh noh? Hindi mo ba nakikita na andito ako?
And before I knew it, these tears started to fall again.
This is a clichè scene, snap out of it and run away, I thought.
But my feet were too stuck on the ground.
Run now f*cker.
Someone touched my shoulder.
And as if on cue, I ran away.
Coz' between the both of us. I was the broken one.
When my heart broke, no it don't break even.
