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Andy's POV:
I lock the door and walk to my room, sitting on my bed. I don't know what just happened in there. I-I was angry. I didn't know what else to do. She called me Ryan! Ryan!! Why?! I love Roe unlike that jerk. (Sorry guys I hate swearing😁)
I just need air. Space. I hear Roe banging on the door. I feel the urge get up and go rescue her, to embrace her in my arms and not let go till she forgives me. I hear footsteps running up the stairs and I hear someone breathing hard.
"Roe? Why is your door locked?" I hear Amber say while knocking. I barley hear Roe's weak voice mumble something.
"WHAT!" I hear Amber yell and I prepare myself for the impact. The Sister. Rage. I hear feet stomp towards my room and see amber appear in the door way and turn on the light that nearly blinds me. I quint my eyes at her and I can see smoke coming out of her ears.
"Why did you do that to her! You are such a jerk! She's broken now! She will probably never EVER forgive you! Shit Andy! You ruined everything! What's wrong with you!!!???" She yelled at me. I got up and looked at her. If looks could kill, I would surely be dead.
"Look I don't know why I did it! I was mad! Angry! With her and myself! I didn't know what else to do! I didn't want her to leave or to be missing again! This is the only way I can keep her safe!" I yelled back at her and got a slap in return. It stung like hell....but I deserved it. I put my hand to my cheek and looked back at my sister.
"You need to go apologize! If you don't...if you don't. Roe. Well you'll find out sooner or later." Amber said while walking out of my room. Before she left the door she paused and took a sharp breath in.
"By the way Andy...Roe doesn't like being locked up." She says without looking back at me, and then continues walking back to her room I guess. I look down at my hands and then pull out my phone. I turn it on and see a picture of me and roe laughing at the beach. My arms are tightly rapped around waist and her arms are rapped around mine. She's laughing like there was no tomorrow and had her nose all scrunched up. I smile at the memory and get up shoving the phone into my pocket. I walk down the hall to Roe's room and just before I unlock it, I hear her talking. I hear the sobs in her voice, and her voice cracking. I hear her muffle crus into her pillow and immediately my heart brakes. I slowly unlock the door so it doesn't make a sound. I see her on her bed facing the window with a pillow in her lap. I quietly walk over to her and wrap my arms around her tiny body. I see her flinch and look back at me with a smile, but it switches to a frightened state in a half a second. She quickly scoots away from me and looks at me with fear. What have I done.

Roe's POV:
I feel arms wrap around my body and instantly I think it's Kyle. I smile to myself and look back to see the man who put me in this state. Andy. I quickly unwrap his arms and scoot to the edge of the bed, getting as far away from him as possible. I feel trapped like there's no where to go.
"Princess....please don't be like that." He says softly trying to reach for my hand. I pull my hand away and look at him with fear written on my face.
"Why?" I ask quietly, having only two places to look at. Him and the my hands. And I choose my hands.
"Baby, you have to talk louder. I can't hear you." He says trying to get me to look at him. I keep my head down and feel his finger go under my chin. He slowly lifts my chin up and comes closer to my face. You have to be kidding me. I jerk my head away from him and shut my eyes closed.
"KISSING CANT FIX EVERYTHING ANDY!" I yell at him and look him straight in the eye.
"YOU CANT JUST SAY SORRY AND TRY TO KISS ME AND THINK THAT I WILL FORGIVE YOU AND EVERYTHING IS OKAY! WELL ANDY NEWS FLASH IT ISNT! SO JUST STOP!" I yell even louder at him and jump off the bed. I run towards the door but Andy grabs my wrist and pulls me back to him. He wraps his arms tightly around my body. I try to release his grip but it's no use, he's just too strong.
"Andy let go of me!" I yell at him.
"Not until you listen!" He says back loudly, but not in a shouty tone. He sounded scared, worried, and just too dang stubborn. I try and push on his arms again and start to kick his legs but he doesn't give. I breath heavily as I feel myself grow weaker and weaker.
"The more you kick. The more you tell me no. The more you say stop. Makes me want to hold on to you tighter! I can't and won't lose you again Roe! I-I can't!" He yells. I stop fighting and close my eyes. I let him hold onto me, I didn't fight anymore. He turned me around and let me go. I kept my eyes closed, I didn't want to see him. Cause I knew if I did I would break. I would see him and fall back in love. Wait...do I love Andy? I've never said anything like that before. Except with Ryan but I was young and foolish. I'm older now and protect myself. Maybe that's why it's so hard for me to let Andy apologize, or say what he needs to say. I'm scared, that it might not be what I want to hear. Even if he does tell me that he loves me...will that be something that i want to hear? I hear him breathing heavily, while I start to slow down my breathing.
"Roe please look at me?" He says quietly. I stay quiet and keep my eyes open. I know I know. The last time I did this he yelled at me and forced my eyes to reveal themselves from behind my eyelids. But no. Not this time. I need to see if he'll turn back into that monster, the monster who locked me away! Made me miserable!
"Baby please...I just want to see those beautiful big hazel eyes. Please." He says more gentle than the last time. This time I allowed it, he's back to the Andy I've grown to adore. I open up my eyes to see his ice cold blue ones staring into mine. I see a small smile form on his lips and I start to blush.
"There's my beautiful girl." He says as he pulls me closer. And I allow him to. I put my arms around his neck and he puts his hands down onto my waist.
"I'm ready to listen." I say quietly in his ear. He nods and we walk back to my bed and sit down. He puts me on top of his lap and takes a deep breath in.

Andy's POV:
I take a deep breath in, knowing that whatever I say. Will either break me and Roe or bring us even closer than we were.
"Alright. So I guess let's start from when you got kidnapped..." I talked about how much I had missed her. About what had happen at the police station and how Amber and I were so heartbroken about missing your birthday and how we still need to celebrate. But that was beside the point.
"...Roe when we were running a round the house, I felt like it was like old times. That nothing had changed. I didn't want anything to change, and after you got taken away...I wanted it all to just be like before. But-but I knew that wasn't going to happen, I knew you would be traumatized, and I didn't know how to react to that. I had no idea what went on in that house and I thought a lot of stuff happened Roe. Lost of stuff. Both nights I was paranoid that he may have killed you, or raped you, or-or just don't something to hurt you. Emotionally or physically. That night I found you, I just wanted to take you away and when I was in your closet and saw Ryan kiss you like that. I was mad. So mad that I could have killed him that night." I said and I saw her gasp a little bit and look at me worried. I knew telling her all of this could be wrong but I have to. I have to clean with her and tell her everything in feeling. I just hope she'll understand.
"Yeah I know. Anyway, when we played that chasing game and I couldn't find you. I lost my mind, I ran all over the house and had to interrupt Amber and Nick with whatever they were doing. I don't even want to know, what they were doing! But anyway! I immediately thought that Ryan or Ace took you and you were gone and we wouldn't find you this time. I was so scared that I couldn't control myself. I was driving to his house when Amber called me and I made a U-turn where there wasn't even a U-turn. I was so relieved yet frustrated at the same time. I wanted to hug and kiss you and fall asleep with you in my arms knowing you were safe with me but at the same time I was angry with you for hiding. And I-I was jealous that you were with Kyle when we were suppose to be together. I swear to god Roe he likes you or something. Anyway. That's what I acted like that Roe. I had all these emotions and you were the one I took them out on. I'm so sorry and there is no excuse for me acting that way. I know there isn't. And...and if you can't forgive me. I understand." I say the last party quietly and try and catch my breath. I can feel the tears start to form in my eyes but I'm trying to hold them back. I look at her and see her face emotionless. Or maybe there are so many emotions that she can't think straight anymore. I look at her waiting for a response. She takes a breath and sighs.
"Wow." She says. My mouth drops and I mean drops! 'Wow.'?!?!? Are you kidding me!! She could have said anything in the entire world and she chose WOW? What the hell!
"That's it? He he..I just spilled out my heart and all I got was a 'wow.'?" I say looking at her for a clue to what's going through her mind and she just nods her head.
"Yeah...I mean. Andy. I understand what you were going through and I'm okay. Seriously. I have nothing against you anymore.....thank you." She says the last part under her breath and we just sit there quietly. Silence covers us like a blanket and suffocates us. Neither of us know when to talk or what to talk about.
"Andy...?" Roe finally speaks up and I look at her and see that she's holding back tears.
"What is it princess?" I ask moving a piece of her hair away from her face and behind her ear.
"Can we go to bed now?" She asks. And I nod my head. Sometimes she's just too cute. We both get up and I strip down into my boxers while she goes into her closet to get PJ's on and then runs to go brush her teeth while I do the same. Yeah I means usually we wouldn't change or do anything and just climb into bed. And yeah it's kinda killing the mood. But we both know that we'll probably have a make out Seth at some time either tonight or in the morning so we better have good breath. Once I got done I walk into her bedroom and close the door. I see her rinsing out her mouth with mouth wash as I climb into her bed. She comes out and turns of the light. I see her shadow come towards me and climb onto the bed, climbing under the sheets and snuggling up to me. I wrap my arm around her waist and pull her to my side as he puts her head in the crook of my neck, while our legs cross over one another and our bodies are pushes up together. She lifts up her head and gives me a small peck on the lips and snuggles up to me again.
"Sometimes kisses do fix everything..." She whispers and we both fall into a deep sleep.
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YAY!!! I LOVED HOW THIS CHAPTER ENDED! And I hope yall did too! OMGG so happy! Anyway!!! How did you guys like it? What did you think about Andy spilling his guts and Roe's response lol. I love you all and please comment and vote and tell friends about my book! Oh and go check out my other book "Forced" (might change the title) which you're waiting for the next chapter to this book! Love you all! Xoxo Peace!!

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