The Alphas

Chapter 32 : It's Not A Dream ,It's A Memory ( part two )

‘’ Can’t you see, everything is my fault Jack, everything is my fault, I killed our baby Jack , I am so clumcy, I fall down from the stairs taking away the life of our daughter ’’ she cried and shook her head sobbing heavily I gaspe looking at her, what the heck, I lifted her up and placed her on my lap, she cried looking at me

‘’ I killed her Jack, I Killed her’’ she sobs holding my jacket, why is she telling this

 ‘’ No you did not, you hear me, you did not kill her, it is just an accident ‘’ I told lifting her chin to look at me as how serious I am, she cried and shook her head.

‘’ its all my fault, I should have watched the staires, I was so clumsy like always, I Shouldn’t have been born Jack, I’m a bad luck, I Shouldn’t have born, I am bad luck to everyone , I’m useless Jack, I’m Nothing ’’ She cries and starts talking things which doesn’t really relates 

‘’ Canddise..’’ I said softly,

‘’ No Jack, No.. I wanted to be a mother so bad Jack, In my life I never wanted anything else except for her, true I was upset and sad when you force breed on me, but that is only because of the pain, the minute I felt her growing in me, I loved her Jack I really did love her’’ she sobs crying .

‘’ Canddise look at me, Look at my eyes when I’m saying this..’’ I hold her chin and looked at her light hazel eyes

‘’ We will have more, I will give you more, do you understand me, You are mine Canddise that is what your designed for,  ..’’ I told sternly she cries looking down while I realise her chin

‘’ I want to lay down forawhile Please..’’ she tells , I nod placing her on the bed making her lay down on the pillow when I notice her hands,  anger boiling in me, I took her hands examining it..

‘’ this looks fresh’’ I growl lowly, she gasps looking  at me taking back her hand

‘’ Canddise what were you thinking..’’ I growl looking at her Silver bruises

‘’ its no point Jack , I better to be death then be alive..’’ she sobbed..

‘’ Dont say that..’’ I growl pulling her chin.. nearly want to slap her what knid of nounsence is she claiming, And I notice her wolf is in control, Her wolf Flower it's name is has striking blue eye. Every Omega has blue eyes when they take control.

‘’ Canddise..’’ I called for her but still her wolf Flower is in control

‘’ Its no point Jack, Its no point at all’’ her wolf  tells softly

‘’ what are talking about’’ I asked frowning..

‘’ Its no point  to hope, its no point to believe or its no point to have faith, its no point, it's no point at all...’’ her wolf tells softly she looks so liveless I never seen her wolf took control  in her human form before,  only once that was on that night where she left with Killghara, I curl her hair behind her ears to calm her down ...

‘’   You and your wolf hates us Jack , We waited for you our whole life only to be trapped and to get abused again after the hunters after everything, we have no one Jack, Its no point, Its no point at all,  ’’ her wolf kept on repeating this things weakly  and softly but I’m not sure what to responce with that , then she closes her eyes. 

I got up and sat on a couch watching her sleeping

‘’ Jack’’ Sophea mindlinks me

‘’ Come in’’ I linked her back

When she got in I told her what happened

‘’Whats going on with her’’ I asked looking at Canddise