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I'm not good with titles sort of ..I can think of a good one for a book , because im smart I know that I know who I am ,I like myself for the moment. I can think of a good title for a book because it's easy really but I don't want my book to be a specific entity or named this book will be my rant...a small outlet for my stuff  but I don't think I can truly be put into a book like I wish I could I don't think I'd be a bad book but that's just me ,not a book or anyone who has read me again I know why I am to me but I obviously am not me too other people ... which is why im here and feeling a little orange and a little blue orange has always been a bad color to me a stressed color not what I predominantly enjoy ...blue is calming is makes me calm or at least the illusion of  calm which is good it's fine I guess I need it to keep kicking ...not kicking ,being ...I like to imagine a magnetic resonance imaging machine image of my brain ... I don't like M.R.I or MRI because I don't like abbreviations    language is so much more rapturous when people use longer more specific words ...I like to think of an image of my brain laced with a faded citrus color and then just  sifting over my brain and removing it all it helps me be a little more flamboyant ..usually because it leads me off in another direction thought wise...I prefer thinking about things that I don't think others often do ..like what would happen if you shined a light inside of a completely spherical mirror where would light go? As often as people think light just is it isn't it is a physical object too and its photons hitting the objects it hits do push on that object ...I'm kind of stumped but it's ok...I've never done drugs ,I think if you need drugs to escape your reality you aren't thinking hard enough.  And drugs like weed make you less creative wich is terrible I think that is the worst thing weed does to a person I like my brain I make it happy when I'm not ...with animals ,they are incredibly captivating I love their minds and there activity ,and how free they make me feel...aside the fact that they have to eat or be digested themselves how they thrive like that makes me happy
And know that they live lives we can't comprehend because we're the outsiders who like to think we're the insiders of this beautiful world but really were like the fat ugly roommate that eats all your food and clogs the shitter...it's 2:53 at the moment and I am going to dream..hopefully lucid!!. goodnight...