(Castiel's POV)
I ran all the way into my apartment, I shut the door behind me, out of breathe. I pulled off my soaking wet trench coat, throwing it on the couch. I walked into my bed room. throwing myself on my bed. I stared up at the ceiling, smiling. I tried to think about what all just happened, but my head was spinning. I bit my lip then pushed myself off my bed.
I tried to study but couldn't concentrate, I couldn't stop thinking about Dean. I kissed a boy. Does this mean I'm gay? But I never liked boys, until Dean, there was something different about him. It was almost like he put a spell on me. I put the books that were on my lap on the coffee table, and got up, stumbling to my room. I stripped off my clothe, only in my boxers, and got under my blankets.
I couldn't stop thinking about Dean.
"Does this mean Im gay?" I whispered to myself.
I'm not gay am I? I never liked boys I never even thought they were cute in anyway. What if it was just I the moment then? Or maybe I'm drunk people do stupid things when they are drunk. No, I'm not drunk. I only had two beers.
I tried to stop thinking about what just happened, and try to think about what else happened today, but my mind always goes back to Dean. I turned to my side, and shut my eyes, trying to go to sleep.
(Dean's POV, back to where Cas took off running.)
I watched as the boy ran up to his apartment. I looked down at my hand, staring at the numbers on it for a moment, like I would remember them, then took off.
I pulled up to my hotel, getting out of my car, noticing it was still pouring down raining.
I walked into my room, kicking off my boots. I walked over to the small couch sitting down, I took my phone out of my back pocket.
"Man, I'm glad Lisa didn't come." I said, putting the number in my phone.
When I thought about Lisa, a wave of regret came over me. Should I be doing this? I have a girlfriend what am I doing?
"Shit." I whispered. "Shit!"
What am I doing? I have a freakin' girlfriend, and I promised I would be good.
I rubbed my hand through my hair, as I got up, walking over to the bathroom. I washed off my face, then walked over to my bed, not bothering putting the blankets on me.
I can't hook up with Castiel, I promised Lisa, I wouldn't hookup with anyone.
Castiel. The thought of him made me smile, the taste of his lips were still on mine. He was the best kisser I have ever kissed, and trust me I have kissed alot of people.
I can't wait till I can see him again.
I rolled on my stomach and shut my eyes, going to bed.
