Brings you hell (Completed)

Chapter 32

              "A thing is not necessarily true because a man dies for it."

                                     -Oscar Wilde

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   Where are they at. 

I'm out here sitting on the dock with my feet kicking the water all alone just looking around. My eyes fall on to Pugster rolling around in the grass next to the house.

Before I came out here i took out Pugster i also fed him. He is over in the grass just rolling around looking like he is having the time of his life. He looks like he belongs there, Being all cute and stupid.

I look back to the lake. While kicking my feet back in fourth in the water. It has actually been like an hour. Brody told me to meet him out here and he isn't out here at all. 

I frown as i push my feet through the water. I push myself off the Wooden Dock. I slip through the water, Completely emerge into the water. 

   Tommy is here today. I knew he was coming back soon but i thought it was gonna be a couple days also i thought he was gonna go back to Tennessee 

Why is he even here. All that he has done and he has the nerve to come back and lie some more.

What if he isn't lying?

He is lying. He lied about not knowing about me saving Britta. And it isn't special when im with him. I dont feel like i could spend the rest of my life with him. Well without shooting myself  I get all the sparks with Brody. I got everything i need when im with him 

and everything i want.

Man i sound disgusting, Whats wrong with me. I need to shoot something, or hit something im turning soft.

I wonder what Brody will think of me being a assassin. He doesn't seem like a guy that would be into a girl with a gun her hands. He's more of a i like sweet nerdy girls that cant hurt a fly. 

I actually just described him. He is a sweet nerdy boy who actually will hurt a fly because they are really "annoying" but like if it comes to anything else like a spider he picks it up. This the crazy part, he picks it up with his hands and take him outside. 

I'm dating a lunatic 

wait

Were not dating. We've only each other for like, What? 3 days. I dont even like him that much. Why did i even think that. I need a nap 

i just like his smile his hair, his eyes, his face, his personality, and how sweet, and how funny he is.

Ugh i hate boys.

i swim to the surface of the water and let out the breath that i was holding under the water. I look around searching for anybody that might of came out and i see no one. I slowly swim back to the dock making sure i am taking my time. I pull myself out of the water and back on to  the dock

Well i guess since no one wanted to come out ill go back inside

I grab my towel and all the stuff i brought out with me and start walking back to the house

"Awh hey little buddy"i say to pugster as i reached to him. He jumps up and started barking at me because i guess that is what love is. I kneel down and pet him for a little bit.

I climb up the stairs and enter the house. When i go in Taylor isn't laying where she was laying last time i checked on her

I grab my phone and text her