Control~mgc

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A/n: a quick authors note before you actually start reading :3 hello ppl, i'm Samo and i'm 15 and i'll probably regret publishing this in year but yeah i'm still doing it lol. so i am from Georgia and if you see any grammar on spelling mistakes please tell me so i can fix 'em (: okay so i dedicate this chapter to lizzieen for making my cover (THANK YOU!!) and Ineedtostudyforexams for being c00l and you can go check their fics 2 :') so yeaaaaa let's begin now se ya bye bye ily 

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somewhere in a house full of drunk and high teenagers, he found his crush on someone's lap. he always thought how would it feel if she would sit on his lap. or how would it feel to hold her hand. he wanted to try and feel simple things. but he mostly wanted to hug her and tell her that everything is gonna be okay. she doesn't need to get high to be happy, he could make her happy, he could become her drug.

but she doesn't even know the first letter of his name.

'Mikey, down to earth! don't stare at her as a creep' calum poked his shoulder.

'ouch' he looked up at him 'as if she will see me.'

'will you ever grow balls and just talk to her? she's just a girl' he rolled his eyes.

calum didn't understand. Cosmo Young wasn't 'just a girl'. she was goddess, her smile was shiny and her eyes... they were killing Michael. he knew that Cosmo had secrets. secrets that made her what she is right now and Michael could see it through her eyes. they were always sad and hopeless, was she laughing or not.

'calum please just let's go drink or something okay? i don't want to talk about her'

he hated talking about her. michael wanted Cosmo to be his little beautiful secret but his best friends ruined everything. maybe he was pathetic, maybe he was overthinking everything, but hell he loved her in a very selfish way.

Michael and Calum started walking towards kitchen and whe they were about to leave, michael saw how Cosmo kissed some random guy. it broke his heart.

he knew, he knew that she was a good person. she was mostly always high, or drunk or was having sex. but it was because she was sad. she was sad, and she wanted to live a little. she wanted to be loved and to belong. at least that's what Mikey thought. he closed his eyes shut for a second and when he opened them, he was facing another part of the house.

After 30 minutes and almost seven shots of vodka, michael felt dizzy and he wanted to sleep so bad. Calum was giggling like a school girl and dancing...well trying to dance.

suddenly michael's phone buzzed in his pocket. he grabbed it and saw Luke's, his another best friend's text.

~Luke~

DUDE!! i just went to pee and saw cosmo A L O N E in the backyard!!! go get her, quickly!

Suddenly Michael felt more sober. no he couldn't go out to see her. what if she thinks he's stupid? or ugly? and of course him being his awkward self when it comes to Cosmo Young, he will probably do something super-extra-mega awkward.

but also, he may not have this chance anymore.

'calum i'll be right back' he screamed in his best friend's ear but he probably didn't hear. Michael sighed and ran away from kitchen and finally escaped the house too. he ran in the backyard where he found Cosmo. her knees brought up to her chest and tired look on her face. she was beautiful. Michael didn't know what to do and his hands were shaking.

he shakily went to where she was sitting and softly sat next to her.

'hello' he sad in a low voice. Cosmo looked straight in his eyes, as if she was searching for something. after ten or so seconds she smiled weakly and poked his chest. michael's eyes went wide.

'hello there, youu look like a uuused tampoooon' she sang and giggled.

michael blinked few times. is it a real life? maybe he was dreaming again?

'thanks i guess? i'm Michael we go to school together.'

she wasn't really going to school anymore. Michael always wondered where her parents were and why were they letting her be on her own.

' i am' cosmo pointed up to the sky 'it's me' she looked back at michael and smiled. She smelled like a weed.

'why do you look like a tampon? or what if you are a tampon?' she was really shocked.

michael chuckled. it wasn't the first time when someone compared him to used tampon for his red hair and pale skin.

'no i am a real human'

'good. Michael i'm tired and sleepy. can you walk me to my house?'

'i...i...i sure i...i will sure!' his eyes went wide once again as he jumped up. Cosmo grabbed his hand and Michael thought he'd pass out anytime.

'let's go. i live far far away, so we're having a long time walk' Cosmo grinned and they started to walk.

a/n yeaa it's meh again ;-; please don't forget to vote and comment annnnd stay c00l B|