The Secret Life of Delena- Demi Lovato & Selena Gomez

Chapter 10

Demi POV

Today is the day of our trip and I'm so excited to suprise my baby girl .. I wake up too see Selena in underwear and putting on her shirt and I smile "no babeee stay like that " she giggles and kisses my forhead and lips "morning horney Dems " she says and I pull her on top of me "it's your fault babe ! " I defend and she moves my hand to her underwear "I suppose it is then Demetria " I bite my lips and start to slip my hand into her underwear but she stands up walking away "but we have to goooo" I pout " but baeeee ! " She laughs and puts on her close

When I get out of the shower sel is sitting in bed on the laptop and I get dressed right in front of her to mess with her but she dosent seem phased which kinda hurts ... " I guess I'm not sexy for you" I mumble to myself " what happened babe ? " She asked looking up from the computer "nothin ... Let's get going " I say and she puts her laptop in her bag and I do the same calling Max to pick us up .. I walk down stairs and Max gets our luggage saying hi and we get into the SUV "terminal 15" I say and he nods "when are you going to tell me where we are headed Demi! " She asks excitedly and I shrug ... she kisses me cheek and I give no reaction. I don't know what came over me but I'm just not in a loving mood at the moment .... I lean against the window looking at the trees and Selena hold my hand. I internal groan not wanting to be touched but I try my hardest not to show it. " we are here Ms. lovato. " Max says i thank him and i walk out of the car.. max gets out bags and i walk straigh to the private jet not even waiting for Selena but i hear her behind me telling me to wait... i have no clue whats up with me but i just want deal with her right now.

I get on the plane and sit on a seat quickly putting on my head phones and i see someone hovering above me and i look up to see a pissed off Sel... she takes off my head phone " what the hell s wrong?" she asks and i jsut shrug... i honestly dont know. she rolls her eyes and sits on the chair that is a few seats in front of me opening her laptop and the plane starts to lift off so i fell asleep.

As i wake up i yawn looking out the window and we are arriving in Turks and Caicous island where i have my suprise for selena but im not in the mood to be excited... i stand up and i see selena with tears in her eyes staring out th window so i sit next to her " baby you feeling ok?" i ask kissing her cheek and she pushes me away " No stop your a fucking bitch!.... you were totally mean to me a couple hours and now your all seeing if im alright ?! no demi what the fuck are you bipolar or something !" she screams at me and tears sting my eyes ... " yes... i am " i take a deep breath and run to the bathroom feeling anxious .... tears fall from my eyes and i cant breath even though im taking the deepest breaths " baby im sorry i forgot!" selena screamed while banging on the bathroom door and i lean against it pulling my hair... i want to get out of here like of this plane i need to run i need to just fucking i dont know... i cant feel myself... its so crazy... i feel insane. i open the bathroom door and selena hugs me but i push her away without thinkign ' sorry... i just.." i cant even finish my sentence seeing her sad face so i run to the jet bed room crying my eyes out rooling on the bed trying to feel something but all i feel is numbness... im trying to get out of my own body as crazy as it sounds... finally i calmed down and cried myslef to sleep.... that was the 4th anxiety attack i ever had...

Selena POV

something is totally wrong with Demi and i have no clue what it is... im so worried.. she went crazy after i told yelled at her so this is all my fault.. when she went into the bathroom i was soscared she would cut or something but when she came out she just pushed me away and went into the room so i thought i would give her some space... i sat back down on in the seat and the Intercome came on with the pilot saying " we are about to land in our final destination please put your seat belts on" so i did... i tried to figure out where we were but i have no clue still... the plane finally lands so i open the room door to see Demi Asleep. i sit at the edge of her bed and move my hands up and down her cheek " baby girl.... were here " she slowly opens her eyes and she wraps her arms around my waist hugging me... after 5 minutes of silence she sits up wiping her tear filled eyes and she kisses my lips " im sorry for being a bitch " she whispered and i hold her close " you cant help it ... i should have known honey im sorry.. " she nodded and stood up walking to the plae doors " i thought this would be more romantic but umm welcome to turks and caicous island " she smiled weaking and i pecked her lips " its perfect baby... lets just go and start having some fun " she nodded and we walked over to the SUV getting in and it took us to a beautiful hotel on the beach with crystal blue waters and white sand " wow babe this is so beautiful " i say and she holds my hand smiling... when we get off i let go of her hand and she looks down shyly.. we get to the front desk " hello how may i help you " the guy asked while typing on her computer " room for Lovato " she said and the guy looks up with a shocked expression " wow... they told me you were coming but i thought it was a joke " the girl next to him giggles and he shoved her " Ummm.... alright?" demi says confused and she girl next to him says " sorry he has a huge crush on you mam " my hand turns into fist and demis cheeks turn pink and the guy smiles to her ... i want to get closer to her and show him she is taken but its not possible... not out in public " alright then... here is your card and i hope you have a good stay beautiful " he says smiling and she says thank you blowing him a kiss and she walks off... now im so mad... i follow her and once we are in the elevator she clicks the top floor and i loose it " what the fuck was that demetria!" i say almost yelling and she rolls her eyes " hes just a fan... i mean i was just trying to make him happy you know? " i turn away from her and she wraps her arms around me from behind " hey... i love YOU selena marie gomez... dont worry about anyone else, especially guys if you know what i mean " i giggles and she kisses my cheek " just dont do it again ok?" she nods and i hold her hand.. she walks me to the room and its a huge suite so beautiful looking over the ocean and she smiles " you like?" she asks and i nod " its beautiful babe!" i get so excited that i jump on her and she carries me holding my ass and we look out the window as i lay my head on her shoulder " just what we needed baby " she whispers to me kissing my forhead and i nodded pecking her lips " thank you demi!" we puts me on the bed and we kiss then she turns on the Tele.... since its already night time here we decide to stay in cuddling and watching movies to relax after this hectic crazy day we had. Im so happy everything is perfect now